The Zoo Review

Baby Love

2010-06-11T17:14:00.003-05:00

It all started with a little boy who was getting a new baby sister. I had to make him a shirt so he could tell the world how proud of her he is! (the shirt is actually from Walmart, but I did the personalizing!)Then, of course, she had to have one also! Lucky for me I found this lovely purple onesie at Walmart, so I didn't need to dye one myself. Love it!I love baby feet, but I also love little baby shoes. These were so much fun to crochet....although to hide my mistakes I had to add the cute little butterfly buttons! I have a feeling that if little girls' grandma and one certain great-aunt are around, these mary jane booties will be ripped right off to adore her little toes!Months before she arrived I ordered the fabric to make her a set of quilted bibs. I was only able to finish two....I haven't learned to free quilt yet and I kept getting sidetracked with other cute things. Cute things to make and my own three little cute things tearing around my house!

It took me a few weeks to get them to the post office once I finished. Why is that such a problem? I hate going there! Oh well, I know the little sweetie received her package, so I'm safe to post the pics now! Enjoy Little Miss :)Noah and Olivia just had a new cousin! So I went back to bib making and customizing a onesie!I had heard that Daddy didn't want his little girl in all kinds of frilly pink, so I thought these fabrics were fun yet still girly. And who doesn't love a baby booty adorned with ruffles?! I can't wait to see a picture of that little butt all scrunched up in these ruffles!

I have my fingers crossed that I'll see them both really soon! My next sewing project is not so tiny and cute. In fact, I might be in over my head. Stay tuned for that....it might take me all summer! I'm feeling a little chicken, but the fabric arrived TODAY!

This and That

2010-06-06T10:20:00.002-05:00

Busy. Summer is off to a quick start, and I know that in a blink of my eyes my little V will be starting K at summer's end. We're trying to make the most of the summer, for starting in August our lives will be dictated by the school calendar.

Enjoying this summer weekend we: enjoyed a late lunch. chicken salad (using the minimum of ingredients found in my kitchen!) on top of a bed of FRESH, just cut salad greens from the garden. frozen bluebies on top ( because that's all I had!) and whole grain crackers. Yum.Two new pairs of sleep pants for V. The kitty fabric she spotted in JoAnns and "had to have it for p.j.s", and the Amy Butler is leftover from another project. Again, I worked with whatever I had in the house....no elastic for the waist? I used Daddy's old tshirt to make a drawstring!

Sleep shorts for the boys. Made with leftover fabric.....too lazy to change the thread on my machine....and again, no elastic, so I made the same drawstring with an old tshirt.

The boys in their new shorts - checking out a bug in the pool.

Modeling their shorts before they changed into their swimming trunks...they are supposed to be showing their muscles!!
There you have it.....a taste of our Saturday. Aren't you so happy that I spared you all of the whining and fighting and messy house making that also occured? Now I'm off to relax and enjoy the rest of my weekend. Happy days to you!!

Do the Potty Dance!

2010-05-20T09:40:00.002-05:00

Laundry. There's always laundry. It's never done. And just when you think you're caught up and on top of it....there's more laundry.

The boys are now adding more laundry to the basket. Check out these little white tighty whities! They don't pronounce the "r", so around here these are known as "Fuit of the Loooooms!" They prefer their colored undies...especially those with airplanes or sports balls, but those are......IN THE LAUNDRY! Bye bye diaper butts....hello undies :)

Oh, and they even sleep in these at bedtime! Adios to the cases of diapers we used to buy! Here's to our awesome little guys and the many potty dances we do in this house!!

In Case You Wondered...

2010-05-11T16:50:00.002-05:00

I'M the GREATEST! At least that was the case an hour ago. V came home from preschool to find three containers of strawberries in the fridge, which equals pure love to her. She also received the sling she requested last week to carry Blanca, her ferret, around in. I've been the greatest for an hour, but alas, I hear the drama and the whining again. Funny how quickly a preschooler forgets these things. I think Blanca is happy. The inside has a cozy fleece lining for her to snuggle up in. So is V - even though I didn't use the Amy Butler fabric she "ordered" the sling to be made with.

Last Minute, But Finished!

2010-05-08T18:48:00.002-05:00

Months ago I looked over and ordered fabric online. Months ago I had good intentions of sewing something for ME. Months have come and gone and the piles of fabric still occupy my dining room table. My husband hinted that maybe something should be done about sewing supplies taking over the dining area. I kindly hinted back at the THREE guitar cases stuck in corners and multiple RC helicopters/airplane parts on top of my china cabinet! Case closed. That discussion, along with tomorrow being Mother's Day, did get my booty in order and motivated to sew at last. Although not for me as intended, I do think there will be enough leftover fabric to sew myself some sleep shorts or something!

I used a wide leg lounge pant pattern from the Amy Butler In Stitches book (that I've had for a year and never touched!) I made the pants cropped rather than full length.

This fabric is for my sister. Surprise! if you're reading this :) They are in the mail! I can see these lounge pants/pjs making visits out to check on baby chicks and collecting farm fresh eggs. Mmm...and later in summer picking a fresh peach from the tree and biting right into it. Remember to think of me !

These are for my mama. I loved the fabric more and more as I worked with it. I see them making a statement as she lounges on the deck sipping ice cold lemonade or a latte, listening to baby calves moo, the rooster cock-a-doodle-doo, and admiring the view of the farm.
The third pair I made are for my mother-in-law. The pictures don't do this fabric justice. It is such a cheery and bright orange. I adore it! I think she will too. It is perfect for anywhere she is lounging. I see crosswords being worked at the cabin all summer, enjoying a fresh cup of coffee at the casita in Mexico during winter, and visits across the country to each of her chickens

Happy Lounging and Happy Mother's Day to all of the wonderful mothers in my life!

Love and Loss

2010-04-02T11:24:00.000-05:00

Losing something is never easy. We've all lost. We've lost friendships, love, family. Relationships. Losing hurts. It's a pain that is immeasurable. A pain that takes TiMe to heal. Then there is the pain of loss that never heals, but lessens as time goes on. Through it all there are lessons to be learned and individual growth to be made.

One month ago today our family experienced a great loss. A loss I had never gone through. I've grown up with pets, but this was the first house pet I've had to say goodbye to. This sweetheart was one of my first babies. I have now known the immense love that exists between pet and family. Love so great and unconditional. This doberman/lab will always hold a deep and dear place in my heart.

Not a day goes by that we don't think of you Chet. Cheddar Boo. May you run through the meadows, swim in the lakes, chase little critters, and get sprayed by as many skunks as you please!

I'm unable to find one of my favorite pictures of Chet. Imagine if you will a doberman/lab, so tall we called him our house horse. Imagine him all curled up allowing V to play dress up with him. He's wearing a princess crown. So handsome.....so handsome indeed.

Some other favorites....

Rest in Peace sweet boy. You are loved.

On the Wings of L.o.V.e

2010-03-11T17:05:00.003-06:00

Bet you thought I was going to write about the bachelor, since that song was played over and over this last show season. Nope, I'm talking about someone far sexier with a much greater personality. Someone who can say more than, "You look so beautiful!"

The two do have some things in common though. As of last night MY main squeeze, my absolutely wonderful husband, is also a pilot. He is now an official private pilot, and gets to enjoy his passion of flying anytime the weather cooperates. To top it all off, ToDaY is his birthday! How about that for a birthday present! I suppose the only thing better would be a new plane to go with that license.....keep dreamin' honey!

Happy Birthday to my one true love. I am so proud of you!

Any takers to be his first passenger? I haven't committed yet.

What Has He Done For You Lately?

2010-03-01T12:45:00.004-06:00

Does your husband bring you flowers? Maybe he brings you chocolate, your favorite lunch, a special treat, or perhaps clothes? Mine does. I should clarify, however, so that none of the ladies get jealous, that he does these things sometimes. Sometimes....not frequently.

Who needs flowers? They just die. Chocolate, lunch, and treats are not good for the 41 yr old waistline. And do I really want him to bring me his style of ladies' clothing, or give me the day off and the cash to pick out my own? Who am I kidding? I am a romantic at heart and love every little thing he spoils me with! Every little thing except critters. Seriously, has your man ever come home with something like this?

Just when he downsized the household zoo population little Stinkyface found her way into my home. This is one animal I begged him years ago to never bring home! "It's for the kids," he says. "They'll love her!" That they do, but guess who has to deal with ferret cage management all day long?

I thought I was going to change the name of the blog, since it wasn't so zooesque around here anymore. Is zooesque a word? Sounds good. I suppose I'll leave the name alone. I should probably just get used to the fact that I'll forever live in a zoo, and my animal loving, child at heart husband knows me too well....knows that I'll eventually fall in love with the little thing.

I'll leave you with one more glimpse of Stinkyface aka Blanca....the surprise my love brought home last week. So, what's the last thing your significant gave you?

Happy Happy Birthday!

2010-02-26T23:39:00.003-06:00

Our mommy has spent the whole day remembering - remembering this day three years ago. We can't tell you how many times she told us just how special we are and how much we are loved. We love our hugs and kisses, but our excitement was all about....

Cake

Blowing out candles.

Making wishes.

And Presents!

We had a super birthday. (and Mama got her cuddle time at bedtime!)

Applique for the Big Day

2010-02-25T11:06:00.002-06:00

Tomorrow is a big day. It's a big day for two little men in this house. It's a big day for Mommy and Daddy, too, as we lived each day in fear while they were in utero. We didn't know if they would survive the monoamniotic pregnancy, be born alive, and if so would they fight and be strong enough at eight weeks prematurity. We were blessed with two beautiful baby boys who beat the odds. Tomorrow is a BIG day for our family, because tomorrow our boys turn THREE! I finished their birthday shirts just in time for their big day. And I've learned that I have a lot to learn about applique! I suppose I could blame the mistakes on my machine. It doesn't have a great zig-zag stitch, but then again, maybe that's because I don't know what I'm doing! OR, maybe it's because the boys sneak in and pretend my machine is an airplane. I'm always having to reset my needle position, stitch width, etc.

I recently signed up to take a crochet class at our library. It's a beginner class, which I already know how to crochet, but thought I might pick up on a few gems that I missed while learning in the hospital bed three years ago! I'm now rethinking that class, because the same night there is an applique class at a local quilt shop. Hmmm....what to do?!

The boys are so excited to wear their new shirts to library class tomorrow! Stay tuned for birthday celebrations. I still have to bake cake! Chocolate, of course.

2010-02-22T12:28:00.002-06:00

Mondays. My husband's alarm goes off entirely too early on Monday mornings. Lucky for me, I get to curl back up under the covers and stay for awhile. Since I no longer work outside of the home I don't dread Mondays like many (except for that early alarm sound) It is Monday I find myself with the most energy, with high hopes of conquering the never-ending list of household chores. It's Monday that I think I can tackle it all.....until I soon become overwhelmed with the mess the weekend has left the home in. I consider the weekend my "days off" too, albeit a mother never has a day off! I am a fortunate Mama. Not only am I getting to be home with our children for the time being, but our children want to help clean rather than play. At least that was the case this Monday morning!

This sweet little darling, who just got her ears pierced this weekend, helped by unloading the silverware from the dishwasher and putting them away. She then helped reload the dishwasher and started handwashing a few things. She does a good job and lasted until her brothers (aka bothers) came along. See the stack of dishes? All washed by the kiddos! One little one was much better at washing than the other. Little boy in blue was way too involved with pouring water and

introducing pirate to the adventure! Washing dishes soon became water play with pirates and ships floating down the river. Little voices went from dishtalk to "Yo, Ho, Ho, I'm floating down the river. Rrrrr, I'm going to get you." And I'll spare you the mess that was on the floor. No worries, it's due for a good scrub down anyway!

Playing With Dough

2010-02-18T14:17:00.004-06:00

What's a mother to do when there are dishes to be done and you don't want six "helping" hands? Bust out the dough. Playdough that is. Add cookie cutters, special dough tools, eager hands, and wahlaa....entertainment to get the job done. If you're lucky enough, as was I, you'll even get additional time to tidy the rest of the kitchen & family room.
...Additional time to find SOMEONE pretending a small piece of dough is earwax....or a booger. And someone else making balls to throw across the room.

Hmmm.....wonder who did what?

(love)

2010-02-10T20:57:00.002-06:00

I Love

(LOVE)

LOVE

These SMILES!
They are my *heart*

Soup's On!

2010-02-09T13:29:00.004-06:00

When Mama gets lost in conversation with Auntie there's bound to be an experiment going on!

From Teeny Tiny to Tall Tall Tales

2010-02-04T11:00:00.002-06:00

Auggie Jan. '10

Three years ago we worried everyday that our monoamniotic twins would not survive in utero. After a safe delivery at 32 weeks +1 day, a long NICU stay with surgeries and scares, we have very healthy and happy almost 3 year olds! They have gone from teeny tiny (3.8 & 4.3) to 30+ lbs. And let me tell you....they are something else!

This morning August has been carrying around one of my piano books and telling stories from it. Here is a story he shared with me:

Once up a time there was a bear. A real bear with a penis. (yes, there is a lot of penis talk these days) And he was big, big, big....like this. And he said, "ROAR!" And he climbed and tried to eat me on the floor and I said, "NO Bear, you can't eat me!" and he ran away. He went up to his house and was sound asleep. What's happening next, Mom? (MOM? since when is that what they call me? Big britches.)

Me: I don't know, but I can't wait to find out. Tell me more!

Then there was a ghost! (he then closed the book) I don't want the ghost to see me. The end.

I just love their stories! I miss being able to carry them both around in one arm, but I'm so enjoying their growth and their tall tales!

Sun Day

2010-02-03T15:07:00.002-06:00

It's really hard to leave all you know and are comfortable with behind. At least for me. You would think I just moved away from my comfort zone, but I took that leap of faith over nine years ago. I've been to several hair stylists and have settled on one, although I still swear she never gets it quite like the guy I always went to before. I've been blessed with good doctors. Shopping, groceries, restaurants, that's all easy to find when you pick up and leave your comfort zone. The most difficult for me has been church. Why is it so hard for me to find a church?

I was raised Lutheran, but was attending a different church when I lived in KC. I loved that church. It was a fine blend of traditional/contemporary, had a wide range of ages, and a lot of opportunity for involvement. At that point in my life though I just wanted to be a marble.....rolling in and out of church on a Sunday morning. Now, being a mother of young children, I am looking for that church and haven't found it.

Did I say that I've been here for 9 years? Yes, I have. In all fairness though I've only been in this home for 5-6! Still. 5 years and I haven't found a church. I've done a lot of hopping around, a lot of throwing my hands in the air and not going, a lot of computer "searching", some asking around, and finally some praying about it. I've attended 2 wks at a local church that I just don't think is the best fit for us. Nothing bad about it at all - it's just not the right one. I've searched out several more to try in the coming weeks, although I'll have to drive longer to get there.

What are your thoughts? What do you look for in a church?

2010-01-30T22:28:00.002-06:00

A post from The Zoo Review is long overdue! Months have flown by and it is just as hectic and crazy now as then, except in a few areas. When I began this blog in '07 my home was literally a ZOO, thus the name of the blog. See here if you are just reading this or to refresh your memory if you've always visited. Our home was a living zoo with all of the fish, birds, dogs, and the cat. It was a standing joke when friends visited that we should charge admission!

Although I still think the children act like little monkeys or often times WILD animals, the home has changed in the last few months regarding our pets. My husband realized that he had too much going on, and was not able to dedicate the large amount of time that the birds and fish not only required but desired and needed. He has rehomed the three larger birds. We were lucky to find three dedicated and loving families who were looking for a bird to love, and we receive pictures and communications of the birds to keep us updated. The African Grey just left yesterday. She is one he did not intend to rehome, but in fairness to her we eventually decided to look for a loving person to take her in. She was a baby when my husband got her. We handfed/formula to that bird! I am NOT a bird person. I had never been around them until they came to live with me! SO....I did not handle them much. I tried, but was just too scared :) The Grey recently bit me b/c she was being moody and was probably just mad that we hadn't handled her for awhile, so that was it for me! I would talk and sing to her, but as much as she wanted me to hold her I wouldn't! We talked to the man who took her today.....she is very very happy in her new home. He had just lost a Grey which he had for 24 years, so they will be wonderful for each other.

As much as I complained about the birds, it was still very hard and sad to see them leave. Our basement is now quiet...weird. And, I guess I don't have an excuse not to run on the treadmill - no more dander to aggrevate my allergies!

We are keeping the Quaker parrot. She's a little thing. A little bossy thing. But, she doesn't scare me! We also will always have the dogs (although sometimes I threaten them b/c one eats poop and the other is just a huge barking horse )and our fat cat (the cat who showed up on our doorstep 3 yrs ago and is the BEST cat I've ever been around).

Fishtanks are gone. Birds - downsized. Not so much a zoo anymore. I'm sure there are days I can still qualify for a grumpy Mama Bear, Daddy always thinks he's King of the Jungle, and the monkeys.....well, they are still monkeys!

Sharpie Meets Hardwood

2009-10-07T19:42:00.003-05:00

For months now, there has always been a daily "mess," major misbehavior, some sort of absolute naughtiness, that usually brings a laugh or good jawdrop from people hearing of my stories. Today, I take full blame......sort of.

This is what happens when two little guys wake up way TOO early, crawl in bed with Mama to watch cartoons, Mama accidentally crashes for no more than 20 minutes and finds that her little sweeties have escaped the bedroom. Jumbo Sharpie marker meets hardwood floor. I don't care about the pictures they drew on themselves......would you LOOK at that FLOOR! I thought I was going to die. Thank you, Thank you Magic Eraser.

In addition to the Sharpie mess, they were in the fridge/freezer getting out drinks and frozen shrimp. They had also visited the basement and poured cups and cups of birdfood all over the place. Busy little boys....and like I said, I take MOST of the blame today :) Little boogers should have still been asleep!

On a positive note, both boys have gone pee pee on the toilet! They have been showing some interest for the last month, so we started encouraging them to sit on the toilet before bathtime and before bedtime. We have celebrated with the pee pee on the potty dance, but are certainly not pressing the issue. We have enough change to get ready for....their big boy bed comes this weekend!

*note to self: Move Sharpie Marker to a higher shelf

Double, Double, Toil and

2009-10-06T16:14:00.003-05:00

TROUBLE? Here? Never! Yeah right, that's my explanation for my four month blog absence! The little guys are a fine blend of absolute sweetness and a good dose of P & V! They have been keeping me on my toes (to say the least), but more so on my knees (cleaning up their horrible messes and PRAYING to make it through the day)!

Today, I leave you with an example of two, terribly terrific, two year olds, who together have their mama tearing her hair out!

A full bottle of soap pumped onto the toilet and floor = lots of giggles, slips, bubbles, and another MESS to clean!

Please Return Things Where You Find Them!

2009-06-15T15:00:00.002-05:00

Could someone please remind my husband to return things where they belong? I sound like a broken record. There is a reason for having a spot for everything - multiple reasons actually. For one, you always know where to find the items. For another, with twin two year olds everything can become a weapon, and accident waiting to happen, or something in the wrong hands!

Scissors, for example. Easily becomes a weapon? Yep. An accident waiting to happen? Uh huh. Something in the wrong hands? Absolutely.....I turned my head just in time to save my own hair from a missing chunk. I suppose Angus thought he should cut my hair, since I had just given them both a haircut. What he doesn't know is that Mommy just paid my stylist to do that job!

Again, an act that happened in a flash....all while I was sitting right there interacting with the three of them. Do you suppose Auggie was his aid? Maybe he was distracting me so I wouldn't notice. Thankfully, I did!

One of Those Days

2009-06-12T19:59:00.002-05:00

I don't get the chance to post much anymore. A glimpse at my "today" might give you an understanding of why....

The twins:

dumped a tub of crayons all over the floor (100s of them)
threw the crayons all over the family room
I picked the crayons up with a tiny bit of help from them
Repeat above scene twice
I "hid" the crayons
Twin A sneaks a crayon and tried to color the banister
I take the crayon away, he laughs, finds it again and runs off laughing
Twin B has now colored on V's new art easel she received for her birthday
Pushing, fights, screaming, everyone wants to be held
Twin A poured his cup of milk onto his plate and tried to drink like a dog.....more screams when mean Mama took it away
Twin B thought maybe pouring his milk onto his chair tray would be acceptable. If not, maybe the floor was a better idea.
NAPTIME....Ahhhh.....I thought maybe I could sit for maybe five minutes to flip through the new US Weekly that just arrived. NOPE. Twin A and B decide that today is the day to first climb out of the cribs and come downstairs......laughing all the way.
Twin A and B think that the toilet would make a great place to have some water play....since it's been too cool for swimming. Up to their shoulders in the toilet....wet hair....drenched floor....walls wet too.
Straight to the bathtub for more splashing. I gave them each a haircut after only to find a tick in Twin B's head......HELP...called a neighbor since Daddy was not home at the time.
Twin A threw a paintbrush in the toilet while I was cutting hair.
I took the kids on a wagon ride around the neighborhood....more screams when it was time to come in for bed.
Repeat Naptime scene three times.

All of this happened right in front of me - while I was there doing dishes, laundry, answering the phone that rang a jillion times - you know, being a mom. Thankfully, darling daughter V was a near angel today. So I wonder.....how do all of the other moms out there do it all? Because I just can't seem to. I have a project list a mile long of things I'd like to make or do around the house, yet can't get past a load of laundry or spills all over the floor. Oh, that reminds me. I have a load to fold and one to put in the dryer....both of which I started at 7:30 this morning.

2009-05-06T10:26:00.002-05:00

Two year olds. Times Two = love, joy, many hugs and kisses....and terrible tantrums that are challenging every bit of me. V and I needed to bring some of nature's beauty indoors yesterday, while the boys were napping. It was calming, peaceful, and such fun for V to snip the flowers and help arrange. Now, when we take a deep breath during a temper tantrum outbreak, at least we smell these beauties.

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Fresh Eggs

2009-04-23T15:23:00.003-05:00

While making breakfast yesterday morning, V informed me that I didn't need to make any eggs for her. She said she didn't think she really liked scrambled eggs anymore....only soft ones. I of course questioned her, because a few weeks ago she loved scrambled eggs! Her response to me was, "Well, I only like farm fresh eggs now." Really? Do you think an upcoming trip to the farm where we will have farm fresh eggs prompted this response? I do.

The talk of eggs didn't stop at breakfast. Yesterday evening we learned the sex of one of the parrots when Rich found these in the cage.

There you have it, she's a girl! We spent most of this time explaining to V that there were not babies inside the eggs. She so wanted to open the eggs and have baby birds!

And in case you ever wondered what a Quaker Parrot's eggs looked like.....here you have it! Who needs farm fresh eggs when we have a parrot now laying them!!! I do have two questions. How often will she lay eggs? And, will the African Grey start laying too? (We don't know the sex of that bird....we shall see!)Omelet anyone?

This Smile

2009-04-22T08:18:00.002-05:00

I LOVE this smile....it melts me.

And the way her eyes light up...so full of love, warmth, and excitement. I'm crazy about this little girl, and I think she's too cute for words ;) which is why I'm always trying to capture her on film.....

Apparently, she thinks I've taken enough.....and she's had enough! Or, she's just being her clowny self trying to make me laugh! Probably a bit of both!

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Finding Humor in the Chaos

2009-04-06T11:20:00.002-05:00

I think sometimes I need to put Mommy in time out. Today has been one of those mornings....actually, it's safe to say that today has been the most difficult of days since I became a stay-at-home mama. Everyone is complaining...and as we know with two year olds, complaining equates to whining, crying, and screaming. Today, V fits into the two year old category. It seems she's forgotten all words, and her only form of communication is to stand at my feet and whimper....arms held up and crying "up-uh." Just like her brothers.

They are starting to teeth again. I remember with V the two year molars were so painful. Needless to say, that's why they are following me everywhere, and I suppose explains the throwing of food when they try to eat.

I'm taking a time out right now only because the doorbell rang, and what happened made me laugh out loud. It's probably not a great idea to be writing this now. I've been in the playroom with the kids trying to find the floor. I had things sorted and ready to place back into their designated baskets. Do you think it's safe to say those toys will NOT be in their sorted piles when I go back up?

I run downstairs, answer the door, sign for the package, put the box in the office and just happen to catch a glimpse of my lovely self in the mirror. LOL You've got to be kidding me. I probably gave the Fedex guy quite a laugh too. I just hope he doesn't think I was serious. I hope he doesn't think I'm a 40 yr old woman who really wears a pink hairbow clipped into my bangs. So you know, it was one of many things on the playroom floor that didn't belong in there. I clipped it in my hair b/c there was no other sensible pile to sort it into!

The little pink hairbow doesn't look so cute on me, but I'm loving it. I think I might wear it the rest of today, because it's brought laughter to this chaotic morning. The next time you find yourself needing a time out, just find a little pink hairbow and clip it in your hair :)

Note To Self Update:

2009-03-30T14:48:00.003-05:00

This beginner seamstress makes even the simplest projects difficult....and confusing. My cross-eyed mistakes from a few nights ago actually turned out after all. I guess I had originally cut the dress too large for V anyway, so cutting it down to correct my error should work! Looks cute on the hanger, but she's napping so I can't try it on her yet.....oh, I can't wait! She even gets a headband to match :)Inspiration from these darling creations by Shannon
using this tutorial.

I already have fabric for another one...can a girl have too many of the same style?

One Way

2009-03-26T22:00:00.002-05:00

Note to self:

The next time you cut into new fabric, please...

Be wide awake. No more of this cross-eyed business.
Treat the headache you've had all day....better yet, pick a different day to cut!
Slow down. Resist the urge. Just because the fabric is so darn cute doesn't mean you have to cut tonight.
It's too cold for sundresses anyway.
Pay attention to ONE WAY pattern design on your oh so cute fabric. Wouldn't be "oh so cute" upside down, no would it?

Lesson Learned.....I hope.

We'll see.

You might hear more about this was-so-cute fabric in a few days. Problem is....it might end up fitting the boys, which I don't think Daddy would like!

2009-03-25T15:58:00.002-05:00

Please, tell me this is normal! My darling daughter, who has always been the perfect sleeper, now destroys her room during naptime! The thing is, I don't hear her playing up there. AND, she has an entire playroom where her toys are supposed to stay. I think she hauls them into her room and plays, so when she hears me walking up the stairs she can jump into bed real quick....just like she did here! She does adore that cat! The cat is pretty fond of her too, and I can always find the kitty with V during "naptime."

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A Mommy, Daughter, Dog conversation

2009-03-18T08:27:00.002-05:00

Our golden retriever, Chemi, is always eating things he shouldn't. Mulch, sticks, and nastiness that I'll spare you from. Sometimes he "gets sick," and leaves a disgusting mess and stain on the carpet that adds to the neverending list of daily chores. He just made one of those messes, and here is the conversation that took place while getting dressed.

Vivian: Mommy, Daddy needs to clean up this MESS!

Me: No, I need to get it cleaned up. Daddy works all day, and cleaning up and taking care of you kids is my job.

V: Well, Daddy can help to clean up too.

Me: Yes, he does help with things sometimes, but Mommy will take care of Chemi's mess.

V: (leans down to Chemi and talks to him) You know, Chemi, you should not puke on the floor. We puke in toilets. Right, Mommy? We should puke on the toilet, right?

Me: Right. If we can make it to the toilet that's where we get sick.

V: See, Chemi. You should try to get to the toilet next time.

I know the dogs think they are human....apparently my daughter thinks so too!

Deee - lish - us!

2009-03-05T10:19:00.002-06:00

Deee - lish - us......exactly how the kids would pronounce and describe the sweetness happening in this kitchen! They've been a little lucky lately in the sweets department. Their momma isn't normally a big dessert eater, but something has come over me lately. It all started with chocolate cake for the twins' birthday....followed by chocolate cupcakes when the cake was gone. Then, I cleaned out the fridge and freezer and made banana bread with some frozen bananas I had. I think that loaf disappeared overnight. Yesterday, the sweet tooth struck again. I searched, but had already eaten every candy bar that was floating around in our cupboards. So, while the kids napped, I refused the laundry piles and pleased my unusual cravings for sweets. I had everything I needed to whip up chocolate chip cookies.....and even more unlike me, I delighted in the cookie dough while baking.

I think these will be gone by tomorrow.Lucky for us, we have another birthday in the house next week! The recipient has a favorite that we will also take great pleasure in.....icecream cake!

Design Challenge

2009-03-03T14:33:00.002-06:00

I need an HGTV intervention. I haven't watched the channel for awhile, as there are usually cartoons playing when the t.v. is on. I do, however, remember watching it ALL. THE. TIME. when I was on hospitalized bedrest, and hoping that "While You Were Out" or "Divine Design" would just happen upon my home! Since they didn't, I'm still stuck with the same challenges as the day we bought this home. Don't get me wrong....I love my home. It's beautiful. There are just a few challenges.

1) I'm not a shopper, so I don't get out to look around at home decor. (nor could I with the twinadoes!)
2) I have a husband whose idea of decorating is different than mine. He buys. I don't.
3) I don't have a "style." I like many different things.
4) I'm indecisive....especially with committing to color.
5) Instead of just diving in and going for it, I try to plan it all in my head. I want to know that it will look good and not waste money on something that I won't like next week.
6) Because of 1-5 nothing gets decorated.....except by my hubby.

I'm trying to dive into our master bed/bath, but once again I can't decide on color. I need your help. Our master bath is not a reflection of either of us. It is VERY nice and of extreme high quality, so we feel bad even wanting to change it. Right now is not the time for us to redo it, so I've accepted that I have to learn how to decorate around my dislikes. The flooring is black marble tile. It has a large, open walk-in shower with the same black marble tile ( the floor of the shower is black/white almost mosaic like tile.) The countertops and area around the spa tub are forest green marble. Tub, toilet, and sinks are black( a pain in the butt to clean!) Finally, all fixtures, drawer pulls, etc. are BRASS. Someone would love our bathroom. It just doesn't reflect anything about us! Since I'm needing to decorate around these existing colors, how do I work with them without having to use forest green/brass? I want to find a way to distract from that if I can. Any ideas?

I also want to add some fabric on the windows to soften the room. Again, I have no ideas of color or where to begin. I wish I had a touch of interior design talent! It would help my easily confused brain right now!

Quack, Quack, Honk

2009-02-28T15:20:00.003-06:00

The Bufflehead duck might possibly be the cutest duck I've ever seen! As if being adorable isn't enough, they are also very entertaining to watch. In fact, they have been my entertainment the past two days! I've had to peel myself away from the window and telescope to try and get something accomplished during naptime. Isn't that sad? My entertainment has come down to duck watching! Sad it may be, but I find myself very relaxed as I watch these little characters happily play in our backyard pond. Plus, I watch all I can, for I know they are only passing through. It will be another year before I see their cuteness again. We also had a pair of Goldeneye ducks yesterday.

And today our treat was two pair of Redhead ducks. We've never seen them visit us before, but would love for them to come back again!

The geese come every year, and as spring comes they will nest and be seen waddling around with their goslings. Watching them teach their young how to swim and fish is always fun. I just don't like the poop they leave around the pond. It doesn't make for a mess free walk with the twins and V. Thankfully they don't come into our yard....our dogs make sure of that!

Back to my duck watching.....I wouldn't want to miss anything!

The Number of the Day Is.....

2009-02-26T15:17:00.005-06:00

TWO!

Just for my boys. The Count even celebrated with us on Sesame Street. He had balloons and everything.....all for the number 2! Can you imagine the excitement in this house when Count announced his Number of the Day?

TWO years old. Happy Birthday, Angus!

(32 wks.+1day)

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TWO years old! Happy Birthday, August!

(32 wks.+1day)

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Wordful Wednesday

2009-02-25T08:26:00.002-06:00

This is something we haven't done for quite some time. For us, dining out with the twins became more difficult than pleasurable. This trip was actually nice! The only things being dropped on the floor ( and by accident) were crayons. There wasn't any food or forks flying through the air, and believe it or not not even in their hair. Daddy decided that I needed to get out of the house after being sick, entertaining friends the night before, and coming home from vacation to lots of screaming, pushing, and fighting over whose Mommy I was. Maybe this was the start to dining out cooperation from the twins.....I hope...because it's one of my favorite things to do!
One of many laughs and smiles from that day.

Planes, Skyrails, and Automobiles

2009-02-17T13:07:00.009-06:00

It took a lot to get there, but Rich and I just enjoyed a much needed fantastic Mexican getaway. The trip began with the SUV loaded with luggage, kids, and dogs on our 7 hr drive to Missouri. In order to get to Mexico we first had to have childcare for the kids and doggy care for the dogs, as my FIL does not allow children at their place. My sister and bro in law accepted the challenge of the kids, along with some promised help from my parents, who also kept our dogs on their farm.

We've had a very healthy winter, but wouldn't you know that by the time we arrived there all three kids were getting sick. They were ill the entire duration of our trip, making an already big job for my sister even bigger. I had a hard time relaxing because I felt so badly for her and for my kiddos. I have a feeling this might have been the last adult vacation Rich and I get for a long time!

We flew out of KC, and once in Cancun had a 1.5 hr drive South to Akumal.

We ran these beautiful white sand beaches every morning, until morning five when we opted for a jungle walk instead. My calves still ache from running in the sand! Rich is hard core, so he pushed me more than I would have been willing on my own!

Have you ever tasted fresh coconut? It isn't exactly what we are used to! Our shredded coconut is loaded with sugar and all kinds of other garb, so this was interesting to try. The milk inside the yellow part was ok. I could understand drinking that if I was on Survivor. Warning...don't drink the milk inside the inner brown core! It's sour. The Mexican gardener was laughing and telling my friend and I "No beauno," not sure how to spell it, as I don't speak Spanish. He was right. It was no good!
We had good food, good times with new friends and old, walks on the beach, a full moon, snorkeling, kayaking, and time to enjoy each other. Rich was able to dive twice, go fishing, and even saved three ladies' lives. He really did....while risking his own.

Thank you to my MIL for having us! And THANK YOU again to my family for caring for the kids and dogs.

I didn't sleep in once. I never took a nap. BUT, I did get to finish my coffee every morning, and that's something that never happens at home!

Even though I never relaxed in it, this hammock is calling my name already. Looking out the window right now reminds me how much I long for Spring/Summer. At least my body and soul were refreshed for a few days. Until next time.....I'll daydream while viewing photographs.

In Bloom Bag

2009-02-03T14:10:00.003-06:00

I found this cute crochet bag pattern several months ago and had it on my to try list. I am so glad I did. It was very easy and quick, which are two very important keys to me! The entire bag is worked in hdc. I didn't take time to check my gauge, and my bag did turn out about an inch taller. I see that as more room! I WILL make more!

The worst part was lining the bag. This was a first for me. It had to be handstitched, and I really wasn't sure what I was doing. I adore the lining fabric! It was a fat quarter from Joanns. I didn't like how the instructions were written for adding the magnetic snap, which is why you don't see one. It had me sewing the snap on after the lining was in place. Maybe this is just my ignorance, but the snap I found does not get sewn on. I would have to rip out the lining to properly install the magnetic closure....something I'm not willing to risk! So, for the closure I'm thinking about other options.The pattern shows a flower sewn onto the bag, thus the name In Bloom. I'm thinking of making a flower in these colors. I LOVE chocolate brown and green! What do you think? Flower or no?

Pattern: In Bloom

Resource: Stitch 'N Bitch Crochet The Happy Hooker

Good Morning To You, Too!

2009-02-03T14:01:00.002-06:00

One of the boys many new things to do is to laugh hysterically as they throw their blankies and lovies over the bed. So, seeing this mess on the floor every morning and after every nap is nothing out of the ordinary. They are also quite good at zipping and unzipping their pjs, so I find them most mornings with the pjs unzipped halfway.Until this morning....this is how Angus greeted me! El Nudo!

He was pointing at his pjs on the floor and trying to tell me something. I think it had something to do with not liking his soaking wet diaper. Thank goodness poop was not involved....been there, done that!

Think Aristocats

2009-01-30T13:28:00.005-06:00

Here is a sample of a song that has been ringing loudly throughout our walls lately. I might be a bit biased, but I think they could be the next American Idol! They definitely outperform many of the contestants I've seen so far this season! Although, Simon might not agree with their song choice!

Again, think Aristocats.

Wordful Wednesday - Mom's Song

2009-01-28T11:29:00.003-06:00

If you have 3 minutes to watch, this is funny! A cousin emailed it, and I couldn't resist sharing with other moms! My kids are too young for most of the things mentioned in here, but I KNOW I'll say them! Some things I actually already say. Take a listen...do you sound like this?!!

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Halter Turns Coverup

2009-01-24T22:03:00.002-06:00

Another naptime/bedtime sewing project completed! Yippee! This time I used the same halter pattern, but added about seven inches of length, so I could use it as a swim coverup on my trip or the backyard pool. I have several of the sarong wraps to put over a swimsuit, but I'm not really wild about the look. I wanted a cute "dress" look that was easy to throw on at the beach or pool, and one that would look nice if going somewhere quickly.

I didn't prewash my fabric, so ignore the crease down the center!

This time I made the elastic back smaller, but it didn't help! I think it was weighed down by the weight of the fabric along with the extra length I added. I did fully line it, too, so that is extra weight. Oh well....it's a swim coverup! I'm hesitant to make the xsmall, because I'm not an extra small - the measurements for that size are 2 inches smaller than my actual measurements. The small measurements fit mine perfectly, yet the top is a bit big on me. My favorite fabric is up next.....I'm not sure what to do to get the fit just right. Maybe I'll just stick with what I did on the first one!

Sun, Surf, and a Halter

2009-01-20T22:25:00.003-06:00

My last post referenced this Amy Butler pattern as my next project. My "next" project!!! As if I've completed SO many!! I am in love with this halter! It is the VERY first piece of clothing I've made for myself, and I'm afraid it is all I will be wearing in the warm months!

First, I have to say that this pattern was so well written and easy to follow. It noted that it was great for beginners, and I certainly agree. When I ordered the pattern, I also picked out some of Amy Butler's fabric.....not cheap, but worth it! Once I received everything I decided it would be best for me to "test" my skills on less expensive fabric. That's when this sunny material entered my world.

It worked up quickly and smoothly. I started today while the kids were napping, then let dinner dishes sit in the sink a little longer than I like (yuck), and finished after the children were in bed.

Pay no attention to my look - zero makeup and it's late!

The back is a bit deeper than I expected, so what kind of bra to wear is in question. Anyone who has had children, (especially multiples!) or is 40+ understands the need!

I am so excited to cut the next one, because even though I like this fabric... I LOVE the other! I will be sure to pack this in my bag when we go to Mexico next month!

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A New Singer in the House

2009-01-18T15:45:00.004-06:00

I never had the chance to post about some of the things I received as gifts for Christmas....until now. Because now, I can show you what I've actually done with those gifts! One of the first ones I opened was from my sister. I knew she was doing her shopping late this year, because of their remodel to the old farm they purchased, and their move. She gave me a really nice crochet book and some items like pictured below. I was a bit confused about the seam ripper, since I didn't think I needed one of those for crochet! She's a knitter, so I thought maybe she knew something that I wasn't aware of!! She was.....it just didn't have anything to do with crochet.

The next present was from my mom and dad. A book...on sewing? Fabric, a pattern, thread and elastic. A Ha! My immediate thought was that they all conferred with Rich and he was going to be giving me a sewing machine. However, I wasn't expecting anything from him, because we exchanged gifts before driving to Missouri.

My next gift was again from my parents. They gave me a sewing machine....my very first! Mom had the idea months ago, and had the necessary items all ready for me to complete my first independent sewing project. Um hmmm....I should say, my first successful sewing project. I never learned to sew when I was younger. I had zero interest. I would have rather been outdoors playing in the dirt! Now though, I see all of the wonderful things my mom and sister make, and I have been wanting....yearning to create something myself.

I've been accused of not blogging much.....this is one of the reasons! You see, I had to learn how to thread the baby, and read the book, and read the manual, and practice......So I could make these for my darling V! Pj/lounge pants They aren't perfect, but they aren't bad either! Most importantly I had fun and V adores them!
The next pair I ventured away from the pattern a bit. I cut the leg a tad bit wider, and went into unknown territory with my virgin seamstress self. I was making a pair for Vivi and a pair for my niece. V picked out the fabrics, and I had a vision of a ruffle edge with the coordinating fabrics, so the girls would match. I called my mom and tried to interpret the sewing lingo she was speaking, then just went for it! We now have coordinating pjs with ruffles for the girls! These, again, are not perfect, but oh so cute!

I have my pattern and fabric for the next project. I just need to buy muslin for the lining and elastic. Stay tuned....I'll be making two sun surf halters with Amy Butler's new pattern for my upcoming trip to Mexico! Hopefully I can share it later this week! Assuming I can pull it off, of course!

Wordful Wednesday - Terribly Terrific Twos

2009-01-14T12:50:00.003-06:00

Team A.R.C.(their initials) is really starting to display acts of the terribly terrific twos. My favorite is when they wake up from sleep and chit chat between themselves. Although they have a good vocabulary of understandable words, this is the time I hear that "twinese" language being used... and giggles....LOTS of giggles.Another favorite is catching them having conversations with my family. Angus is usually talking to Auntie, August likes to call Grandma, and all three are often heard talking to Papa about feeding his cows. A recent obsession of theirs is to go downstairs and visit the tweet-tweets. I often hear a lot of screaming and see some grand temper tantrums when they are told, "Not right now."

The twins are becoming quite the tag team. They are very fast, and find it hysterical to run away when I'm trying to catch them. Their favorite place to run off to is our master bathroom. I can't keep the doors closed, because they can now open them. And baby gates do no good, because they have figured out how to push them down together. It just takes seconds for mischief to happen, and I didn't have time to grab a shot of the most recent doings of the duo. One minute they were in front of our eyes, next thing you know, we find them in our bathroom with a toilet FULL of a roll of toilet paper. Angus was stirring it with his right hand and flushing with his left. I'm not sure who the ring leader was, but have no doubt they enjoyed it together. As we scooped them up they laughed with delight.

They are so cute. So terribly, terribly cute. But they are also entering that terribly terribly rotten stage too! Oh the joys times two!

And Miss V. She insists on handing me the camera and posing for a cute shot. She loves to see herself on the computer! This is her "cute" pose.

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Today

2009-01-08T14:24:00.004-06:00

Today is the second anniversary of the twins' monoamniotic pregnancy diagnosis. I don't know why, but just remembering the date still cuts so raw to all of the emotions we went through. I sometimes feel guilty for "remembering" the fear and pain of this trial, for my outcome was positive. I eventually brought home two babies. But the fear of loss was there. It was there every single minute of every single day. The thought of that fear, combined with the reality of my blessings really strikes the chord of my emotions. Two years ago today, I was 25 weeks pregnant, had been on home bedrest for 12 days, was contracting every two minutes, and was scared out of my mind. It was on this day and after much pushing on our part for a referral, that we met with a wonderful doctor at the University of Chicago.

After a two hour ultrasound and a lot of waiting, we were told of the twins' situation. I was told that I would be going nowhere until these boys were born. I remember my husband holding me as we cried....scared of losing these babies....scared of what we would have to do with our then 19 m old daughter...scared of it all. I was admitted to the Labor and Delivery unit because of the contractions I had been having since that Christmas Day. I was on that floor for four days and sleepless nights. It was awful. I had to hug my little Vivian goodbye, because as wonderful as it would have been for her to stay in her own home and be able to come visit me, there was no one there to help Rich out. My always giving and loving family drove from MO to pick her up, and with them she stayed until I came home. So as I lie in bed in L&D fearful of this now extremely high risk twin pregnancy and missing my husband and daughter, I had to listen to woman after woman scream, curse, cry, etc while delivering healthy babies. By night four they worked it out to have me moved to the Antipartum Speciality Care Unit...like ICU for pregnant women. My doctor was always there with a smile! He wanted me to get to 34 weeks, but when he would set goals for me, I could see it in his eyes....I don't think he really thought we would make it that far. But he was positive and caring, and that helped me to think the same.

This is what happens in a monoamniotic twin pregnancy - cord entanglement. As the babies grow, cords can compress and cut off oxygen for the babies, resulting in death to one or both. For more information visit http://www.monoamniotic.org/ Read the introduction and welcome letter for information/statistics on this rare twin type.

I later learned that Arizona was in the room behind me, but the only time we got to see each other was if we were in our wheelchairs waiting for ultrasounds. You see, we were lucky to get a 15 min. shower/bathroom break and unhook from the monitors that now ruled our days and nights.

Above all, after all of the difficulties, the needle pokes/iv changes, amniotic reductions, Down's scare, CF scare, the anger, fear, sadness, and loneliness, I was lucky...I was blessed to have my doctor, attending team, nurses, and staff care so much about what they did. I was blessed by God to have the strength to endure it all, to think positive about the outcome, and to have two baby boys delivered safely. For 50 days I was in that hospital bed praying for two boys to hold in my arms. 54 days later I was discharged - free to go home, which was an experience all its own. Day 55 I got to hold my baby girl again - though it took her a few minutes to warm up to me.

Two years later, and just as they were in the womb, I have active little boys! Baby B(August) is still a bit pushy and likes to claim all of the space around Mommy as his( as he did in utero) Baby A (Angus) holds his own and pushes back when he needs to (just like in utero)! They are both sweet, loving, kind little men, with the cutest dimples I've ever seen....just like Daddy. The new screaming and temper tantrums drive me crazy. Their smiles melt my heart everytime. I never let a day go by, that I don't look at their NICU pictures I have hanging in their bedroom, and thank God for the gift of their lives. I thank God for choosing me to endure this trial....for choosing me to aide him in this great miracle.

Homemade By Moi

2009-01-06T13:01:00.003-06:00

I've posted before about my new love for crochet and embroidery. In that post I shared some of my failure attempts at making a simple hat. While I haven't attempted another hat as of yet, I did successfully complete several projects to give as gifts. I couldn't be more proud! Let's just hope the items hold together and don't start falling apart at first wear!

These handwarmers were made in November for a neighbor. We found out it was her birthday at the last minute, and I got busy! They worked together quickly....my first pair, so NOT perfect. Comfy and cozy though :) I have yarn and want to make my own...my hands are always freezing in my house! I also have a request from this neighbor's mom for another pair! I found the free pattern on Creative Yarn.

The green scarf took FOREVER. I just did rows and rows of dc and sc, then added fringe. I hate to calculate the hours I spent on it! The "cognac" scarf worked up rather quickly, and I loved it so much that I made three more! It is a narrow scarf...about 3.5 in, but long enough to wrap around your neck and still be long enough to show the pretty shell stitch. I think that pattern came from a book I checked out from the library... The Happy Hooker Stitch and Bitch!

The blue scarf had a pair of handwarmers made to go with it! The green is my favorite, so I made another for myself while we were driving to MO for Christmas. I still have to weave in the ends and block it.

I found these really ugly 4x6 frames on clearance, spray painted them black, then embroidered simple sayings on muslin fabric. I love this type of thing, and now need to make one for ME!

It was a somewhat crafty Christmas for me. I've finally found a few things I enjoy doing after the kids have gone to bed. I think my gift recipients really liked them, too!

Have a Holly Jolly Christmas!

2008-12-22T09:01:00.002-06:00

To my family, friends, and bloggy friends....from my family to yours....Have a Very Merry Christmas!

A few random pics from the last two weeks: the view from my kitchen - ice and snow - it is so beautiful as long as I get to remain indoors. The subzero temps and windchills are not so lovely!

We went to Holiday Magic at the zoo this past Saturday. It really was magical....every branch covered in lights and it was snowing!

Daddy and Vivi had some Daddy/Daughter time earlier that day, too. They went to Costco together, and she LOVED sampling the treats!

The previous Saturday we attended Santa at the Library. Our small-town library really has a fantastic children's library program. Over 60 children listened to Santa read a story, did a craft, had snacks, and had their picture taken.
These photos were taken by our local newspaper...and Vivian was on the cover page last week to advertise the celebration! This photo is one I'll always treasure!

Like everyone, we have a very busy week. So, until next time.....many blessings to you and yours!

Wordful Wednesday-A Little Pampering

2008-12-17T15:48:00.002-06:00

Last Christmas my husband gave me a gift certificate to The Heartland Spa, located south of Chicago. It is listed as one of the top ten destination spas in the U.S. focusing on health and fitness. I never got to use the gift because I was always too busy with work, and since staying home with our children I've had no one to watch the kids for me to get away. Until last week! Rich had a day that he was able to watch the kiddos and luckily I was able to fit into their schedule for the day....the last day before they closed for the holiday season....and before my certificate expired. It was the best day! I wasn't feeling great going into it, and had to drive over an hour to get there, but I left refreshed and alive.

It used to be a dairy farm. In reading some of the material while there, a Chicago doctor had the farm as a getaway on the weekends. When it was sold, the buildings were rennovated to become the Spa that it is today. Very quaint. Very unpretentious. And sitting in the middle of farmland reminded me of the simple beauties in life.

Thanks, honey, for this day of pampering. You can regift this anytime you like!

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Jingle All the Way

2008-12-16T06:35:00.004-06:00

I did it! I ran my first race since highschool-my first ever 5K! I recently blogged about this commitment, and though I dreaded every single time I had to run, I will admit that I always felt better after. Plus, I don't mind the fact that my legs and arms are starting to slim down!

Last week I wasn't sure if I would be able to run. I've been healthy all year, but go figure, when I had plans I ended up being sick all last week. With a little rest, lots of o.j. and hot tea, and a few zinc tablets, I managed to be perky enough for the Jingle Bell Run for Arthritis.

Rich ran the whole way with me. He could have easily finished much quicker, but he stayed with me. He had to slow me down a few times, so I wouldn't crash before the race end! I was focused, and I guess was clipping along a bit quickly a few times. Thank goodness I was determined to run the whole way, because it would have been SO EASY to quit that day. We were running in 45 mph winds, sometimes straight on. I never heard my official finish time. The wind was too loud! I know it was under 33 minutes. ... not fast....but my goal was completion! Mission accomplished. Next up, the Shamrock Shuffle 8K.

Nice look, huh? Sweaty hat head at the end of the race :)

Wordful Wednesday

2008-12-03T08:04:00.002-06:00

When asked what she was thankful for on Thanksgiving, this three year old responded, "I'm thankful for puppies and birdies." Yeah, I was kind of hoping she would say, "I'm thankful for you, Mommy!"

This photo was taken a few days before Thanksgiving. Just a random morning when I noticed her "friends" all lined up on the sofa watching cartoons with her. Of course they all have names, and there are even a few that you can't see....and neither can I! Squawky is a parrot that is sitting on top of the couch, and Tasha is a sheep sitting beside my darling. I love her imagination!

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Wordful Wednesday - Days Gone By

2008-11-19T11:35:00.002-06:00

The fresh, warm, and gorgous days of Fall are long gone. Now we're on to down coats, hats, and mittens. Unless, you visit Angie! She has a beautiful lemon tree, daily doses of warm sunshine, and more Wordful Wednesday posts!

Jingle Bell Run

2008-11-17T16:28:00.002-06:00

They say, Just Do It! I've heard there is some kind of high associated with it. I know it is perfect for weight loss and more importantly for heart health. It = running. I am not a runner. It has been 22 yrs. since I was a runner, and then I was a sprinter. The longest distance I ran was a sprinting 400 m. 22 years later, I can not sprint 400m and I still dislike distance.

I've been given inspiration though. I have two cousins who recently completed the Chicago Marathon with remarkable times. To my knowledge, neither of them were "runners" before. Yet they found the strength, commitment, and will to train and complete this amazing race. I have another cousin who is about to run in a half-marathon. She has been running for awhile, and has always said what a great way it is to release stress. My husband runs quite a bit, too. He's always wanted to run a marathon, and I think he intends to participate in the Chicago next year.

As much as I hate to run, I always find myself watching people run down the road and wishing it were me. I've always wanted to be able to join Rich on his runs, as a healthy activity that our family could do together. But, as in my crocheting or any other activity, I've been my own worst enemy. ENOUGH! Enough is Enough!

Rich found a 5k that takes place in December, and I have been committed to participate. 5K.....I have to start small. You see, I actually have to train for a 5k! There is no way I could run that right now. I have literally done N.O.T.H.I.N.G. since being on ten week bedrest with the twin pregnancy, and they are 20 months old! Well, nothing, besides carrying them all around! I have four weeks left before the race, and right now I'm procrastinating. Do you ever WANT to go run? I mean, seriously, will there ever be joy in it? And, how long until I find that supposed runner's high? I need motivation!

Calling All Hookers (those who crochet!)

2008-11-06T14:39:00.004-06:00

I've never really been a "hobby" person. I grew up playing music, but through college years and beyond I never got back into it. I just tinker around every now and then. I was always active in sports and activities, but my adult life doesn't include much of them. I like to scrapbook, but my pages are plain and simple compared to those in the magazines. I have a lot of interests, yet nothing that has captured me and my motivation. I'm my own worst enemy. I hold myself back from getting involved because I want and expect to be great at everything. Instead, I'm mediocore at a lot of things!

I recently found a few things that I actually really enjoy! I look forward to evenings when I can sit back and relax with a hook or needle in hand. Remember those long, painfully emotional eight weeks that I was hospitalized with the twin pregnancy? Well, to try and occupy my mind during the day, I was taught how to crochet by the hospital's recreational therapist. There, I learned the basic single crochet stitch and started a blanket for the babies. (I never finished it....but will someday to give them). The last few months I've taught myself other stitches by looking at many books from the library. I've attempted a few projects...some successful and others not so. I'll show you some pics in a second! The second hobby I've found myself really enjoying is embroidery. I don't know anything except the backstitch, but you can do alot of neat things with just that. I had to decorate a quilt square for a cousin's upcoming wedding, so that was my first attempt at embroidery. It turned out pretty good I must say, and it got me hooked! I'll have to save that picture for later. I wouldn't want my cousin to see it before the family quilt is presented to them!

I've tried to crochet in circles. I really, really, really want to make a hat. A simple hat. One I can throw on everyday. I've found some cute patterns and they seemed easy. BUT...there is something I'm missing? I can't figure it out. The pattern never says to decrease stitches and after a few different attempts I end up with this.....a potholder?

Or there was this pattern. I used some scrap yarn in case it didn't turn out! Guess what? It looks like a hat, but it doesn't fit ME! I do know that I used the wrong size hook here, so I'm hoping that's the only problem.

Angus thought he was pretty bad*** in this girly version of the skull cap!

After all my frustration, I decided to go back to something I knew how to do....rows and rows of stitches! I made this while the kids were in bed, so I totally guessed on the size. It was too big, so I had to overlap the ends, which still ended up being a bit too large. We sent it to my niece, and I'm guessing she looks adorable with her curly blonde hair flowing over.I'm not a total crochet loser. I can stitch rows, so a blanket is a definate. I now know how to make potholders! And, I have finished a few other successful projects. BUT...I really want to make a hat! Help! Calling all hookers!

Election Day....Getting the Kids Involved

2008-11-04T09:28:00.002-06:00

At 3 and twenty months I don't think there is a lot the kids can comprehend about the importance and honor today in America. I do think they understand more than we give them credit for though, so I continue to talk to them about what today means. AND...they can wear red, white, and blue to show support, and color a picture of the flag! Here are my little cuties all decked out in the colors of the day. They are begging to watch cartoons, but they do seem rather involved in FoxNews Election Headquarters don't they?
I can't wait to get out and vote, but that has to wait until Daddy can get home to watch the kids. Of course, in this state my vote is null, we already know who always wins in Illinois. At any rate, my voice will be heard! Happy voting.....just do it!

Halloween 2008

2008-11-01T15:52:00.000-05:00

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Wordful Wednesday-Babies Need a New Pair...

2008-10-22T19:39:00.002-05:00

of SOCKS! It's just getting cooler here to where we really have to wear socks. One of the reasons I love summer so much is because I hate to wear shoes and socks. And since I hate it, my kids must too, right? Since we haven't been wearing socks for several months, I noticed a small problem when dressing the boys last week. The ones that were in their drawer were a wee bit small. We managed to get them on....but keeping them on was another story. Needless to say, a trip to Walmart this week resulted in new socks for everyone....except me. The bottom sock in this picture is actually their size! They look huge!! But they fit just right, and the boys love for me to play sniff the stinky toes at night! To see more Wordful Wednesday posts visit

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Wordful Wednesday-BOO!

2008-10-15T11:23:00.003-05:00

BOO! Or as pronounced by the boys "Bo!" with a very long o. Most of the fall decorations are up high this year....for obvious reasons! This little ghost is pretty sturdy though, and they just love him! Everytime we walk by they all say, "BOO!" and this little scene was just too cute to pass up!

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Surprised!

2008-10-14T10:35:00.005-05:00

I knew we were having a small gathering for my big birthday. I knew my husband seemed very confident and well organized, which the latter totally doesn't suit his style. I knew my family would be here. What I did NOT know was all of the secret planning and orchestrating that was going on to pull off a true SURPRISE for moi.

I thought Rich and I were going to dinner Friday night to some new swanky restaurant. He told me it was a nice place - to get dressed up or wear really nice jeans. I opted for getting dressed up, since I never get to anymore!! I didn't have time to go shopping, but had a perfect black dress in my closet, and black boots just begging to be worn. He told me what time we needed to leave, because we were going to stop by our friends' house for a glass of wine first. That didn't raise any flags for me, as they just finished their basement with a bar and wine cellar. Plus, Rich works for this friend, so to stop by could have been partly business, so I thought nothing of it. Little did I know, a surprise was awaiting.

I was in shock! Standing there was a group of our friends and my family! My family.....that's another story. I think my Dad still feels badly for lying to me. I had just spoken to them moments before, and they told me they had not been on the road for long. I was expecting them around 1 AM. Again, no red flags, because I THOUGHT my mom had to work that day, which would have given them a late start. The above picture is of me with my niece, and my very happy husband in the background!

Blowing out the candles - thank goodness there weren't forty on there! Side note....my family picked up the cake, which was minutes within our house. They BARELY made it to the party before we did!

A photo book from my parents. The Road to Forty. It covered highlights of my life from birth to present. I think we were all laughing at some of the MANY goofy pictures from my childhood. Oh, and don't forget I was in highschool/college in the 80s...the hair!My sister is making a quilt for me. Can you believe that? It is beautiful....with my favorite colors. She has a little bit to finish yet, but will probably post the finished product on her blog. Her husband and father-in-law were trying to convince her to keep it after all of the work she's put into making it! But, that's the kind of sister she is....loving, generous, and enjoys creating something that will bring joy to others. We had A LOT of fun! I had WAY too many glasses of red wine, and not enough to eat! I had to post this picture, because we never get one of the two of us. Remember, it was taken in the wee wee hours of the night/morning!Again, we had SO MUCH FUN! Don't ask what they are doing, but I had to post this picture. After all, this is the reason I thought I was going to our friends' house....to see their new wine cellar! I was able to see that, AND enjoyed a wonderfully planned and awesome surprise party! Great job, honey, and to my family/friends for keeping it a secret!

What Does SPAM Know?

2008-10-09T11:27:00.003-05:00

Is there something the SPAM inbox on my email account knows about me? Does SPAM know that I'm just two days from 40? I think it somehow does. Besides the hundreds of constant and annoying "HI! Wanna see my pics?, eHarmony, You've won a million dollars, and the Find Jobs in Your Area!" spam emails I receive, I'm suddenly receiving these:

Plastic Surgery Referral Network
Colon Cleanse
Reunion.com Find out who's searching for you

These come multiple times per day. So annoying. What's next? Will they tell me it's time to get a bone density screening too, or that I'm overdue for a mammogram and cholesterol screening?

Thanks, SPAM, for the gentle reminders that I'm aging! I think I'll view it as one of my readers said in a comment..... I'm NOT OLD.....I'm just WONDERFUL! Repeat as needed! Take that, SPAM!

4.0

2008-10-07T21:25:00.002-05:00

4.0 No, I'm not talking grade point averages or miles per hour. You see, I can't even write the number without putting that silly decimal in the middle. Maybe spelling it will help?

For. Tee.

Try again.

Four. Dee.

Getting closer.

Forty. OUCH!

Forty. 40. Double Ouch.

No matter how I spell it, write it, or say it, IT just doesn't seem right. I'm in denial....been there before, so I'm not a stranger to the land. However, I suppose I should find a quick road out of here, because the big day is quickly approaching. And I need to clean my house for the "surprise" my husband has planned. The surprise will be IF he's actually planned.....because that's just not his style! I keep trying to ask him if he needs me to get anything, or I try and remind him of things we would need here for a "party." He tells me everything is under control.....all I need to do is clean the house. Oh joy. I get to clean house and turn 40 all in the same week! But, hey, I'm not alone! A good blogging friend and fellow twin mommy is on the road to 40 with me! I won't mention any names :)

This post was therapy. I can now say and write 40....it still doesn't sit well, but it's only a number, right?

Expiring

2008-09-30T17:31:00.002-05:00

What do you get when you have no groceries in the house ( with the exception of kid food used for lunches), your almost out of baby wipes ( I have no idea how that happened), coupons expiring TODAY, and Daddy not home until late tonight?

Yes, a well-planned, although unwanted trip to the store with all three kidlets in tow. The list was organized in order of the store with the coupons available written next to each item. The coupons were in an envelope ready for checkout. I pushed the boys in their double stroller with my left hand, while I pulled the cart with my right. Vivian rode on the cart as we flew from aisle to aisle searching for the items on our list. Normally I wouldn't have to search, but they just remodeled this store, and of course, everything is in completely different locations.

It must be a real sight to see the four of us, our train chugging through the store! It always starts out so easy, but soon the cart becomes full and I do feel like the Little Engine That Could! Fellow store goers don't make it any easier either! It seems I always meet up with Grandmas of twins, adult twins (which is really cool), or just those who want to ask questions. Or those that want to throw out comments.....like the recent Hobby Lobby trip. I love to talk about my babies. I'd love to share their miraculous journey with everyone I meet! BUT....when my cart is full, and apparently my hands are too :) and I'm focused on getting to checkout.....let me go!!!! I not only have coupons that expire today.....the patience of these little guys is quickly expiring too!

They were wonderful today by the way! Only a few fusses from August.....probably because he was tired of smelling his brother!

Out of the Mouths Of.....

2008-09-29T07:46:00.002-05:00

I try to write down many of the cute things that flow out of Vivian's mouth, although I'm not always successful. Sometimes it's just so darn cute. I think I'll never forget, but, I do.

Friday evening we headed out to two stores after dinner. One was of my interest, the other of my husband. The stores were located in the same area, which made the trip quick. We also knew exactly what we were going in for, which made it even faster. Thank goodness, since we were pushing the limits on bedtime!

We really don't go out much! I especially don't go to craft stores much, well, um except if you read a recent post about a horrible experience.....then you might think I do. It's just that I've gone a few times within the past month. As we were getting onto the interstate to drive home, Vivian says, "Mommy, aren't we going to Holly - Hobby?"

It was the cutest! Do you remember Holly Hobby? I do. I also remember my mom baking birthday cakes in a Holly Hobby pan, then decorating them to perfection!

On to a quick change of topics, but still Out of the Mouths of.....one of our Presidential nominees! Did you watch the debate? I mean, seriously, how does the freshman Senator refer to the experienced by the wrong name.....multiple times? "Well, um, Jim, um Tom, um John....Look." How about addressing him with the title he's earned....Senator.....and keep the first name basis for personal conversations. I've always been a big believer in addressing people with the titles they have earned, even if I'm asked by them to call their first name. It's a respect thing. We had the debate recorded, so with looks of "Did he just call him... ?" we were able to replay many, many times and get in some good laughs!

Have a great day! I'm off to enjoy my kids. I can't wait to hear what comes out of their mouths today!

19 Months Old

2008-09-26T15:36:00.004-05:00

Angus and August are 19 months old today! I really don't know where the time has gone. It seems I spend most days in a fog, just spinning and trying to keep up with all of the demands. I look back at NICU photos and pictures from their early months, and I hardly remember them being so small, though the emotions experienced are still raw. I am so thankful for the precious gifts God has given me. Not a day goes by that I don't thank Him for my miracles, and that I don't tell the boys just how precious they are.....and just how blessed WE are to have them.

I'm also thankful for Vivian. Although the pregnancy with her was picture perfect, I still see her as a miracle. Life is precious. It is a gift. Vivian was 19 months old when she went to stay with my family for two months, while I was in the hospital hoping and praying for another day with my boys inside me. A baby. 19 months old. Yet, she was so brave! Not a day goes by that I don't thank God for her, and for loving and giving family who were there without a second thought. We didn't see Vivi for eight weeks. It was devastating. I spent many days and nights crying...missing her....and afraid I'd lose my boys. She came home a grown up little girl! She also came home with a very special relationship with Papa, Grandma, Auntie, Uncle, and Leah. She spent those weeks b/t their two homes. While Grandma worked Papa watched her and changed more diapers than I think he did with us! Thank you again to my family.....and thank you to Vivian for being so brave.

We all did what we needed to do. And we were blessed. Today we have two healthy and happy little guys, who according to their doctor are pretty much caught up from their prematurity. We love you Angus and August. Happy 19 months :)

Vivian at 19 months. I was 22 wks. pregnant and started experiencing preterm contractions this night. This was before I was diagnosed with MOMO twins.

Rich brought Vivian to tell me goodbye. Very sad day. This was after night ONE in the hospital.

This was taken about 12 wks later. It was her first time meeting the brothers! They were in the transitional care unit, had a room for themselves, so our nurse let us sneak her in for a quick hug and kiss. August came home with us shortly after this picture was taken, while Angus remained for another surgery and recovery. He joined us at home in another 6 wks.

Wordful Wednesday- The Road That Leads Home

2008-09-24T12:03:00.003-05:00

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This is the road that leads to home - where I grew up. Although I'm nearly forty years old and now live seven hours away, the sound of the gravel hitting my tires lives deep in my soul. When we pull off the paved road onto the "rock road", I can see just over the hills the place where I find comfort, love, peace, and security. The place where FAMILY is priority. I know that my children find these there too, which makes going home, and the sound of the "rock road" even more special.

Green Thumbs?

2008-09-23T17:27:00.004-05:00

Calling all green thumbs. Gardeners. Horticulturists. Fungi detectives. Come one. Come all. I, for one, am none of the above, and I need help!

I found THIS while starting some Fall cleanup today. Fall? Yeah, I guess they say it's here. Although it was very hot today and the little black bugs were biting like crazy - I really should have been in the pool. Anyway, I thought I had grabbed a big handful of dog doodie. Thankfully, it wasn't. But WHAT is this? It's hard to tell in the photo, but it is mushy, brown, and in some spots a powdery dust when pulled. It seems to be taking over the iris. Ignore all of the dead grass. That's another post, on how my husband doesn't listen when I ask...beg him not to mow toward the flower beds!

THESE are in the same vicinity as the above. They are by some daylilies. They are spongy on the outside like a mushroom. I squeezed one open, not certain what would pop out at me. My first thought was....is it a snake egg? No, they would be hard wouldn't they? The inside was slimy. Gooey. Clear. What are they?
These USED to be petunias. Now the base is covered in this. Thick. Nasty. Same stuff as the first picture, I think?I don't know what any of this is, and I certainly don't know how to get rid of it. I guess I could do a bit of research, but ya know, that would require time! So, if you are reading this, and you know ANYTHING about plants please help! Oh, and I could use some design/plant layout help for around the pool too!

Just a Trim, Please!

2008-09-19T22:04:00.004-05:00

If you saw my Wordful Wednesday I'm sure you would agree there was a need for a little trim. If you were able to get past the bloody teething picture that is. I just wanted to trim a little off the ends, since the boys' hair was starting to look a bit Bozo like. I'm just not ready for them to lose that little boy hair, and I definitely don't won't to lose those curls!

Well....I trimmed one little guy....started on the other until I cut my hand as he quickly turned his head.....and, let's see....can you tell which one Daddy gave the hairCUT to?

Angus, I'm really sorry. I'm hoping your curls will grow back! Auggie, look out if you see Daddy with scissors!

Oh, by the way, you may also notice a black eye on Mr. Angus. He fell at the library yesterday and woke up this morning with a little shiner! Poor guy :(

Wordful Wednesday

2008-09-17T12:19:00.002-05:00

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Teething. Could an adult handle the pain our poor little ones go through? I remember my wisdom teeth coming in, and it wasn't very comfortable. Thank God we don't recall the aching and discomfort my little guys have experienced. SIX teeth....working on EIGHT in the last three weeks! These pictures show what has been happening around here lately! A whole lot of crying, whining, and very needy little ones. August, pictured, had it the worst. Blood and all. Soon I won't be cutting their food into such tiny little pieces!

Oh, I love you, my tooth-achy, crying, whining, bloody-mouth little boy!

Is Everything OK Over Here?

2008-09-12T06:53:00.002-05:00

No, I'm hurting my children right in your store....are you SERIOUS? I guess some people are that crazy, and I suppose the man was just doing his job and expressing his concern. But, I was offended, upset, and a wee bit pissed. The story goes:

Since staying home with the kids, I don't get out much. It's too much work to get everyone dressed, fed, to the car, buckled up...well you get the picture. The big problem is that the boys still NEED their sleep. Otherwise, things get ugly. Really ugly.

Wednesday, we were already out and about for gymnastics class. So, I took advantage of already being on the go. I really wanted to go to the craft store, which is about a 25 min. drive. No big deal. Once there we unloaded, then reloaded into the double stroller, because we have to take that monster everywhere! You see, NO STORE, except Sams has double carts. Anyway, we perused the store. I was a bit overwhelmed with all of the stuff and had to refocus on my list. I think we strolled for too long, because the twinadoes started to roar. Quietly. Restlessly at first. Soon the F7 was upon us.

I guess I should have just left, but I don't get out much and really WANTED to grab just those few things. Plus, if I left, wouldn't they be getting what they wanted? They were pissed. They wanted out of the stroller. They wanted to grab everything off the shelves like they saw other kids doing. I guess I could have taken turns holding each one, but again, wouldn't that have rewarded bad behavior? It was a simple temper tantrum...a really ugly one. To me, it's easier to leave them buckled up so I can keep my eyes on Vivian. I know they are safe in the stroller, and as their Mommy, I KNOW THEY ARE OK!

The people. The gawking staring people. The comments. I mean, did anyone in that store ever have children? Did their children never throw a fit, and are they so far removed that they don't recall what a meltdown looks like?

"All you need is one more."
"Oh, there's twins. I thought you only had two and didn't know why they were so loud."
"What's wrong?"
"Pick them up....you won't spoil them."

The comment that threw me over the edge and did get me to leave came from the store manager.
"Is everything OK over here?"
"Yes. I have two little guys throwing a temper tantrum, that's all."
"Well, the other side of the store is getting really concerned. Are you sure?"

I can't recall how that brief encounter ended, as I was fuming. What is it about twins that throws people off? You get the strangest comments. Some personal. Some really rude. Then, when twins double team a mommy with their tantrums, you're viewed as ?????? I'm not sure how they all viewed me that day. All I know is that I am a good and loving mommy. I know and meet my children's needs. But, I'm not going to give into a temper tantrum, unless someone is about to get hurt.

With all that happens in our world today, I guess I should be thankful that the manager checked on the situation. It was his body language and the way he said his words that offended me.

I left the store, drove home and made lunch, and we all took a little nap. That's a rare thing for me, but I needed it! I didn't get to find everything that was on my list. That's ok. They were wants not needs. It can wait until next time....maybe a trip without the kids?

Wordful Wednesday

2008-09-10T13:19:00.006-05:00

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My little girl...in her very first line....and already not listening to the teacher! Vivian started gymnastics a few weeks ago, and she is loving the class. I was very nervous the first day. Since I quit work to be home with the kids, she has become very Mommy dependent. I did not know how that first class would go, but she excitedly took her place in line(well we had to do a quick lesson on what a line was :)

Today was week three, and her favorite things are swinging on the bars and hopping backwards on the tramp. She loves gymnastics....and a little boy in her class loves her. Today I spotted him grabbing her hand, and she HELD IT! OH NO!

Bitty's Bath

2008-09-08T20:16:00.002-05:00

This little twosome apparently thought the dishwasher would be a great place for Bitty Baby to take a bath. Lucky for Bitty Baby, Vivian and I were there to save her from the special treatment they had in store for her!

There' No Place Like Home

2008-09-05T21:31:00.005-05:00

Home. Whether it's the home I grew up in on my family's farm, or the home I now live in, there really is no place like home. In my blogging absence I had the joy of being in both places. I was at my family's farm for five days, then they came to our house for six days. It was pure joy and a real treasure, as we usually don't get that much time together!

The smiles tell all in this picture. Trouble was brewing from the start!

The chickens. We spent hours playing and sitting around watching them. Laughing while trying to name the rooster, who wasn't supposed to be a rooster.
Lots and lots of yummy in the tummy food! Right, Angus? He would climb into the chairs after he finished his own entire plate, and eat anything he could find on someone else's plate. My mom has a great photo of him self serving from a casserole dish.
Didn't I mention trouble brewing from the start? They were so wild in the bath that the shower curtain came down. Notice the mouths covered and no eye contact.....who ME?
Farm fresh breakfast compliments of one awesome Papa. Pancakes, sausage, eggs. The twins were very happy!I don't have pictures on my camera, but we also got to see my dad's brothers and sister and family. That was a very special time, and my Uncle makes the best fried fish!

My mom, sister, and Leah(oh and let's not forget Lucy, the Yorkie) rode back with us, which was nice for me! I could actually stop and use the restroom, AND I had help with the kids! That was the easiest 7hr trip I've ever made! They were at our home last week. Then my dad and brother-in-law drove here for Labor Day weekend. Our week went by quickly....filled with....

Again, lots of homemade yummy food! Baking cookies from scratch with Grandma.....because Grandmas are supposed to have cookies in the cookie jar, right?
Craft day.
A trip to the zoo. And lots of swimming, pina coladas, and good times. (Sorry, no swimming pics to share. I think I took them on the other cameras!)Thanks for a wonderful week. There's no place like home.....being there, or sharing ours with you.

For Lack of Better Words...

2008-09-05T09:50:00.002-05:00

He squeals.
He screams.
He shrieks.
Really
REALLY
L.O.U.D.

When that doesn't work. He throws things.
He throws himself to the floor.
He bangs things.
Then he screams, squeals, and shrieks some more.

Dear August, try saying words like....more or please!
Or practice the skill of patience.
The high pitched screams get under mommy's skin!
I know what you want and what you need, and I'm working as fast as I can!!!

I love you my dear little screamer!

For Jewelry Lovers....A GIVEAWAY!

2008-09-02T12:50:00.003-05:00

I've been a very lazy blogger lately. But, I have a really good excuse! I've been with my family for eleven days! I'll have lots of pictures to share, but until then, if you like jewelry, you must visit my blogging buddy and fellow monoamniotic twin mommy Angie. She's having an awesome giveaway....you....or I might just win!!!!

Poopy Pants

2008-08-18T11:44:00.002-05:00

WHY

Do my boys

think it's so funny

to have a poopy diaper changed?

WHY

Do my boys

laugh and giggle hysterically

as they try to grab their poopy butt and diaper?

WHY

Because I'm yelling

and telling them NO!

and struggling to hold them down...

And they think that's funny.

Yet, I still wonder

WHY?

Deal Seekers

2008-08-16T11:31:00.002-05:00

.05 .10 .25 They come in carrying cans of change, bags of coins, searching for a deal. Some walk in and want to visit. Some wander in and turn around to leave; I don't have what they are looking for. Some negotiate, while others recognize a good deal, make a purchase, and take my well loved items home with them. Some return on day two to see what's left and if prices have been cut in half.

Garage sales.....I'm not a big fan. They are a lot of work with little return. I usually donate everything, but decided to participate in our neighborhood sales this year. It's day 2. I've sold aprox. $60, but think I would have rather just given it away! Although, some babies/kids will be enjoying like brand new items, and Vivi has had fun having the garage sale. The twins have been quite the hit too!

This garage closes soon....I can't wait!

Wordless Wednesday

2008-08-13T10:19:00.002-05:00

My Indoor Jungle Gym

2008-08-07T21:35:00.002-05:00

Since when did our cozy comfy sofa become an indoor playground? Since the twosome began exploring their climbing options, that's when. Look, Mama! I can climb like the kitty cat.

That's fun. But I have a better idea! Let's throw the cushions onto the floor, then dive from the top! So, partner, what do you think? What's up next?

Mama said no more. Should we give her a break?

How about "organizing" the kitchen cabinets?

Let's go!

Wordless Wednesday

2008-08-06T13:53:00.000-05:00

Going, Going???

2008-08-01T10:44:00.002-05:00

I really don't like it when plans are up in the air. I really dislike not having at least a general idea of what is going to take place....especially when it involves traveling.

You see, we were supposed to be going to the family cabin again this weekend. All of Rich's siblings have been there for the past week, and it's not often that they are together. He was able to get today(Friday) off, so we were supposed to leave last night. With the families that are already there, there is a count of about seven dogs. So, Wednesday night, we were asked to not bring ours.

I've called multiple kennels in our area...no vacancy until mid August. The neighbors are out of town, so that's not an option for the dogs.

At this point, even if we can locate help with our dogs, we would get there very late tonight. Then turn around and drive back Sunday. All with terribly teething twins and a three year old. All with no one being packed to go, because I'm not going to that step until I know what's going on!

Any suggestions? What would you do? Anyone want to just skip right on over and dogsit? And no, you can't enjoy the pool yet! They just cleaned and dumped chemicals in this morning. It won't be swimmable until next week. Have a great weekend :)

Wordless Wednesday Project Update

2008-07-30T17:10:00.003-05:00

Summer Gardens, Fresh Produce, Zucchini, OH MY!

2008-07-29T14:22:00.005-05:00

Summer just screams fresh produce to me. On our family farm there has always been a HUGE garden. To read more about it visit Street Lights To Starry Nights, which is my sister's relatively new blog. She lives about an hour from the farm, and her weekends are spent there. Most of her posting is about the journey between the city and the farm, her daughter, and some crafting.

Vivian and her cousin, Leah, tending the garden at the farm.

Since I grew up with a garden full of all sorts of scrumptious veggies, buying and eating the somewhat tasteless items from the store, has always been difficult for me! I live too far away from the farm to reap the benefits of their labors, but a very kind neighbor helped me out this year. I was given a small plot in their garden to use. Since I had limited space, I only planted two zucchini plants, one eggplant, and some peppers (yellow, red, and a variety of ridiculously hot ones for Rich). Our neighbor has plenty of tomatoes to share. The rest of the produce I want, I'll find at farmer's markets. I REALLY want a nice garden plot next summer!

Here are some of the first zucchini I picked. Beautiful and delicious!

Chicken Bruschette with sauteed zucchini - yummy and EASY!

Pasta salad that we added lots of delights to, including zucchini! The towel? She kept calling it her "Puffer - Baker Hat" She has a baker hat and apron that her great aunts made all of the grandchildren for Christmas a few years ago...we couldn't locate it at the time, so the towel became her Puffer-Baker. The original hat has since been located and she was thrilled!
We've also made bread and eaten both loaves! I used a recipe from my sister. So if you are interested in the most delicious and MOIST zucchini bread recipe contact her and maybe she could post it. I intend to make more this week, with Rich's request to use Splenda. I'll take full on sugar, thanks, but will honor his request!

For now.....off to pick more zucchini. I have a feeling there will be gobs.

A Wedding Story

2008-07-25T12:01:00.004-05:00

If you are a regular reader you'll recall that our wedding took place five years ago. The ceremony took place on my husband's family nine acre island in northern WI. Since the wedding was not on mainland, the planning for the event was crazy. Not that different from any other wedding, but there were details like.....transportation....The guests all met at the town dock, then some good lake friends helped with transportation to and from the island via boat.

Our ceremony was held outdoors. It must have been the HOTTEST and most humid day ever in the northwoods! We were melting. Our guests were seated on log stumps covered with antique linens. The rustic arbor was the "alter" where the vows, etc. took place. It was hand built by a dear family friend....all with fallen logs found on the island. It still stands there today.
I was taking in the "moment" prior to the ceremony, while guests mingled and gathered after their trek across the lake. Our golden was by my side! Silly I know, but he carried the rings down the isle. They were in a little bag tied to his collar. He was my "baby", and since he was there I just had to have him with us!
After a ceremony filled with scripture, poems, songs, and blessings we were officially Mr. and Mrs! I really wasn't dragging him, as it appears, it's just that our isle was narrow!
We were getting ready for our boatride across the lake, and then off to the reception. It was about to pour at anytime! (and it did just after everyone was under the tent!)
This is a quilt given to us at the reception during the toasts. It was organized by my Aunt Linda, and is a very special treasure to us. She sent quilt squares to all guests with instructions and due dates. Those who participated painted, appliqued, cross-stitched, quilted, you name it, a memory they had of me, Rich, or us as a couple. The quilt squares were then organized, sewn together, and quilted into what you see here. We still have the posters you see being hung by my Aunt Sue and Uncle Charlie. They were of photographs of the entire process, telling the story of the making of this gem.
Our first dance, The Power of Two. Happy 5th Anniversary, sweetheart!

Remember This Moment

2008-07-24T15:12:00.003-05:00

My husband is a self taught guitar player, and he's quite good, though he wouldn't agree. He learned to play by just listening to the music and playing by ear. He started taking lessons a few years ago, so that he could learn to read music and also to learn different genres of music. The problem with taking lessons is #1 he's too busy #2 he has too many hobbies/loves #3 because of these he does not practice enough!

I'm the opposite. I grew up taking piano lessons from about first grade until I went off to college. I learned to read music, but that's about all I learned. I never learned chording, and couldn't play by ear to save my life! I read what's black and white on the pages in front of me. With that, I can, well used to, play just about anything put in front of me. I was an excellent site reader, because all I had to do was play what was written. I would love to be able to sit down and create a song like he can do. But, my lack of ability in that department goes back to a previous post with me being literal and not so creative!

Rich has written lyrics/music to some songs. The chorus I'm featuring here is from a song he started composing before we were married. He was trying to complete it before the wedding, but it just never came together how he liked. He finished the song last year while I was in the hospital those long two months. I remember the night he called me and played it over the telephone.

For his anniversary gift I had one of the lines printed in vinyl letters. I also enlarged a photo from our wedding day and framed it. Both are hung in our bedroom where we see the words everytime we enter the room. It's beautiful, and is a simple reminder of how our lives together began under the pines.

A few of my favorite lines from his song: Truth is beauty. Beauty is truth. The whisper of your voice harmonized this monumental moment frozen in time. Remember this moment under the pines. Remember this moment frozen in time. For when I look in your eyes there's nothing to hide. Remember this moment frozen in time.

Realize

2008-07-22T16:11:00.000-05:00

I recently started listening to a music artist who is new to me. Colbie Caillat. You may know her, especially if you've heard the song Bubbly. I love her sound so much! She sings of love and life. She is simple, and her sound is comforting. Her song, Realize, is simply amazing.

I'm a very literal person. I'm not great at interpreting poetry, and hate having to read between the lines to try and understand things. I see the black and white in songs and poetry, and if there is deeper meaning(which there normally is) I have to discuss it and listen to what someone else is hearing from the words.

My husband is the opposite of me. He's deep in his thinking. He's artsy and poetic. He has a way with words. He's written songs that I find beautiful, but have to have him explain so I hear the true meaning....not just the literal. He played the song, Realize, for me a few months ago. To be sure I was on the same page as him, we of course discussed the many meanings the song could have.

At first listen, and if watching the video, the song is obviously about a relationship between two people. It's about dating, committing, and realizing what you have before it's too late. It's about being on the same page at the same time.

Being married, the song touched us both differently. Take time to realize that your warmth is crashing down on me..It's still about realizing what you have. But it's also about feeling the warmth, love, and passion you have for your spouse. It's about knowing that person is there for you no matter what, and that they love you for who you are, unconditionally. Take time to realize, this all could pass you by...It's about the moments that you find yourself overwhelmed with emotion for that person...those moments that could so easily pass you by if you aren't listening. And for us, the words I can't spell it out for you fit perfectly. It's about me slowing down and really listening to the music of our two hearts.

Take time to realize that I'm on your side. It's about supporting each other, building each other up, not tearing one another down.

It's not the same. It's never the same if you don't feel it too. Again, it's about those moments that so easily go by unspoken. Personally, I need to share them. I also need to listen, so I never miss anything he's telling me.

This song also hits me on a personal level. I recently read a new blog and the topic was about living in and appreciating the NOW. How often are you caught up in the worries, fears, and plans of tomorrow? How often are you looking to the past with regret or longing? I know I do, and then mistakenly miss what I'm blessed with right in front of my eyes. Take time to realize this all could pass you by. I'm working on that. I'm nearing 40. I'm still learning how to live this thing called life. I have so much to appreciate and be joyous for. Now, I'm going to go and try to live that way!

There's Still Time

2008-07-22T10:15:00.002-05:00

It's only 10:15 in the morning. There's still time to turn my day around.

I woke up much earlier than I wanted to. I was going to go downstairs and run on the treadmill, until one wee little girl came downstairs and crawled into bed with me. "I'm hungry. I have to go pee pee. Mommy let's go to the kitchen!" My day began without my commitment to being ready to begin.

I finished only a half cup of my coffee and ate part of my cereal. I put the kids in their playroom, shut all of the upstairs doors, and babygated the hallway, so that I could address some letters for the mail quickly. The words, "Mommy, double trouble. They are in THERE!" shrilled down the stairway. I was putting stamps on envelopes only to realize that the little rascals can now open doors. One (Angus) was in the bathroom cabinets throwing everything out onto the floor, while the other (August) was taking a bite of soap. After cleaning the mess, removing everything from the cabinets, taking a deep breath and looking into the mirror....I realized I had put my shirt on inside out. Cute.

I can still turn my day around, right? A full cup of coffee might help.

The Broken Road

2008-07-21T14:59:00.004-05:00

Rich and I will celebrate our 5th wedding anniversary this Saturday! I can't believe that seven years have flown by since we met. Many of this week's posts will be about him/us....in honor of our five years.

I met Rich shortly after leaving MO and coming to IL with my career change. Except for my work, I was on a broken road in life. Nothing seemed to be going my way, and I was at one of the lowest emotional points I had experienced. I was trying to cope and understand my failed relationships. I was devasted by the loss of loved ones. I was hurting from the absence of my best friend. I was lost. I was lonely. I felt homeless, as the place that grounded me was suddenly so far away. Yet, rather than turning around and going back "home" I continued following the path I felt drawn to. I prayed. I prayed really hard. For once in my life I let go. Trying to control my path had not worked thus far, so I asked God to help me let go and allow myself to follow. I met the man who changed my life soon after.

We were both broken. We had both suffered and endured loss. We had both been treated very poorly by someone who claimed to love us. We were broken....but together we were whole.

God Bless The Broken Road by Rascal Flatts

I set out on a narrow way, many years ago

Hoping I would find true love along the broken road

But I got lost a time or two

Wiped my brow and kept pushing through

I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

[ Chorus: ] Every long lost dream

Lead me to where you are

Others who broke my heart

They were like northern stars

Pointing me on my way

Into your loving arms

This much I know is true

That God blessed the broken road

That led me straight to you.

yes he did

I think about the years I spent just passing through

I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you

but you just smile and take my hand

You been there, you understand

It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true.

[ Chorus: ] Every long lost dream

Lead me to where you are

Others who broke my heart

They were like northern stars

Pointing me on my way Into your loving arms

This much I know is true

That God blessed the broken road

That led me straight to you.

yah Now I'm just rolling home into my lovers arms

this much i know is true that

God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you

That God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you

Lake Pics

2008-07-17T15:31:00.009-05:00

As mentioned in a previous post, we had a somewhat last minute trip to Rich's family cabin over the 4th of July. We had plans all along to attend my dad's annual family reunion as it was our year to be in MO, but those plans changed the weekend before the 4th. Rich was able to take that week off at the last minute, and it may possibly be the only time we could have gone up north this summer. Being the salespeople we are....we negotiated a deal! We swapped the 4th for Christmas!

You may recall from last year's trip to the cabin that it is not an easy trip, especially with little kids.....ESPECIALLY with twins. The cabin is on a nine acre island, which means once we arrive there is the commute across the lake. In seven years of going, I think I've arrived before dark two or three times. This time was not one of them. We arrived at midnight with kids who barely slept on the seven hour trek. Rather than unloading all of our belongings, reloading them into another old boat, then unloading once to the island, Rich decided to drop our boat in at MIDNIGHT. It already had everything packed in it, so that saved a lot of hassle. However, putting a boat in the water in the pitch dark is not easy, ESPECIALLY with screaming kids and very excited dogs. We did manage, and I did swear NEVER again.

The ride across the lake was uneventful. It was a clear night and very cool. Once we arrived to the island, though, there was no place to park our boat without first moving a few things around. Here is a pic, taken the next morning, of what we had to climb over with bags and three little kiddos.

During the twins' napping I was able to sneak in a wee bit of outdoor time. I watched Rich, my brother-in-law, and a friend of his work the whole time. They installed the dock pier and the cover to the boathouse. Rich also put in the sailboat to clear the dock.

I also took some cute shots of Vivian.Vivi had fun with the monster sparkler. Thank you, Uncle David.

I water skied for the first time in years! And Rich took Vivi and me for a sail.

Aunt Mary introduced Vivian to Skippyjon Jones, a book that we all read so many times that she now can read the pictures. I am not a Siamese cat.....I am a CHIHUAHUA!

Although it appears as though I was outdoors a great deal, I really only made it out these few times in the entire nine days! Rich and I did boat to mainland and run/walk a few times after we put the twins down for naps. I had to wait until they napped to do anything! The boys were so much work, and needed a constant eye to keep out of trouble and/or danger. Cousins Bailey and Lizzy were staying in the other cabin on the island, so they were great help when they came over to Rich's parent's cabin(where we stayed with them). Thanks so much ladies! We did take a couple of boat rides and were able to go to dinner/lunch a few times. We also had the chance to pose for a quick family photo. That doesn't happen often!

Rich had a really good time and enjoyed the time he had away from work. And although I love being up north, I'm also happy to be home where caring for the children is a lot easier! I know it's partly their age that made it so hard, and in coming years I'll hopefully be able to get out on the lake more!

My Backyard....This Morning 2

2008-07-17T07:33:00.003-05:00

Some updated views of the backyard since yesterday morning :)

The project continues next Tuesday. For now, we have a large hole and two big piles of dirt/sand that the dogs are afraid to walk around! Oh, and some dead grass from the bulldozer and dirt trucks driving over them all morning. In time it will be beautiful again!

Today...

2008-07-16T21:05:00.002-05:00

I woke up too early.
I drank a half pot of coffee when I rarely get to finish one cup.
I watched a project begin in my yard...stay tuned for pictures.
I redirected the "twinadoes" more times than I can remember, and said, "NO!" even more.
I witnessed more fearless climbing action, from one nearly 17 mo old, than this mama would like.
I dealt with a sassy 3 yr old who really got under my skin.
I yelled way too much.
I really had a short temper.
I dusted and mopped during naptime, only to reclean milk spills and thrown dinner a few hours later. And I let it frustrate me.
I wonder if I'm the only one who feels exhausted because I barked like a dog all day? Surely I'm not alone. If so, what happened today?
God, help me take a different approach tomorrow.

My Backyard.....THIS MORNING

2008-07-16T07:26:00.004-05:00

We just arrived home Sunday evening from being gone for ten days. We had a somewhat last minute trip to the Northwoods of northern WI, where we visited my husband's family cabin. I've now worked through the loads of laundry, completed the grocery shopping, and am getting the kids settled back into their normal routines. Next comes the cleaning! I had the house clean before we left, as I can't stand to come home to a messy place. But, isn't it amazing the amount of dust that collects and how the floors get messy even when you're away? After I feel caught up I'll get some pictures posted of our time away.

For now.....take a look at my backyard as it is at this time....7:34 a.m. Stay tuned for what's about to happen!

Doesn't Walk....Will Climb

2008-07-02T21:24:00.001-05:00

Favorite Read?

2008-07-01T09:10:00.002-05:00

I need your help. I don't read much at all for my own personal enjoyment. I just don't know where to find the time, because there are other things I do when I have a moment. I'm getting ready for a lake getaway, though, and am looking for things to pack for myself during down time. Since I won't be doing laundry and cleaning during the kids' naptimes, I thought a good book was in store for me. I can also put one on my ipod. So, what is your all time FAVORITE read? I'm going to the library tomorrow to return some children's books, and would love to get a few for myself at that time. Thanks for your help!

New Babies

2008-06-30T19:45:00.003-05:00

Vivian has had these little beanie puppies forever, but this weekend they resurfaced. She was playing with them in the playroom and told Rich that she had new babies and needed diapers and wipes for them. She continued to tell him that God gave her the new babies, and that he gave them to her in Chicago. She said He's very nice to her. Vivi continues to tell the same story about her puppies today, and is taking very good care of them. She's even using the preemie diapers we have from the NICU. I thought her story was an interesting connection between the twins' birth in Chicago to her new babies.

Because I'm Behind...

2008-06-30T19:22:00.003-05:00

Here is a collage of pictures from recent activities! A picnic at the zoo. A ride in the boat. And after bathtime.

Happy Birthday Little Richard

2008-06-26T20:23:00.002-05:00

I have a stepson somewhere whom I never met, and I pray I'll meet someday. Today is his birthday, and he's turning ten.

I met my husband at the end of his long grueling divorce, but never had the chance to meet his handsome son. To spare the details, which are uncomprehendable anyway, Rich lost custody rights. He has not seen his little boy since before the two of us met. We don't know where he lives, what he's been told about his daddy, what his favorite sport is, or what he looks like today. We have still wrapped Christmas gifts from our first Christmas together, as Rich was supposed to get him for a visit. We have a few pictures of what he looked like when Rich last saw him. Otherwise, there is a hole in my husband's heart filled with emptiness and pain. And although he wasn't mine and I never knew him, I miss him too.

Our children have a brother....they would so love to sing Happy Birthday. And they would so love to share our happy home. Happy Birthday, Little Richard, Ritchie, RD, R2D2.....wherever you are....Godspeed little man. You're always on our minds.

100th Post

2008-06-19T09:37:00.004-05:00

My 100th Post! It has taken me a week to put this together. Not only did I have trouble with Blogger a few times, but mostly I had a hard time coming up with 100 things about myself. So here it is...a very random list of 100 not so very interesting things about me - Stephanie!

1. I grew up on a farm 18 miles from the nearest town. At some time, or at all times, during my childhood we had cows, pigs, chickens, sheep, a horse, dogs, and many cats. The fields were full of hay, wheat, corn, soybeans, and probably things I don't recall!

2. I saw both of my parents everyday. If my dad didn't come into the house for lunch we would drive lunch to him in the fields.

3. Lunch and dinner were always homemade - from scratch.

4. Going to get groceries, or any trip into town, was exciting. Lunch or dinner "out" was very exciting!

5. I begged to ride with my dad in his grain truck when he'd take a load of grain into town. If I was told no, I'd throw a fit. I liked going because the men at the elevator would call me cute and give me a pop....in those cute small bottles. Remember them?

6. I can still remember the smell of that grain truck, and my dad still has it.

7. My mom cooked everything, sewed a lot of our clothes, cleaned house, and helped my dad around the farm.

8. She baked and decorated most of our birthday cakes when we were kids.

9. I never learned to sew. I tried, but we didn't have patience with each other, and I would rather have been outside.

10. I'm a very visual learner, so sewing patterns and such just confuse me. I'd rather have someone show me. Then I can learn anything.

11. We had great imaginations growing up on the farm. Climbing mulberry trees(and eating them of course), making mudslides in the shallow pond, climbing and jumping on big round hay bales, or playing with every named cat....everything was an adventure.

12. We had, and my family still has, a huge garden. My mom used to can a lot of the summer vegetables for our winter eating. They still freeze sweetcorn. It is the best. I have some in my freezer now.

13. We used to go into the big red barn and climb the ladder up into the hayloft. We'd swing on the rope and pretend to be Tarzan.

14. We went to church every Sunday, unless there was a problem on the farm that held my dad's morning chores up. We were sometimes late and had to walk all the way to the front - so embarrassing!

15. All of my cousins went to the same church, except us. The family would meet at my grandparent's house for lunch and a day of fun after church was out. Grandma would have the meat in the oven and jello salad in the fridge, but the sides were prepared by my mom and aunts once everyone arrived. We did this every Sunday my entire childhood.

16. I miss those days. I'm a softy for tradition.

17. My siblings and the cousins who went to the same gradeschool all had the same kindergarten teacher.

18. I peed my pants in first grade during a spelling test. The rule was to never interrupt the teacher during a test.....I followed the rule.

19. I had 17 students in my graduating class, most of whom I began kindergarten with.

20. My school was so small that I was able to play basketball, run track, cheerlead, be first chair flute in band, best actress in drama, National Honor Society, homecoming queen, and student body President.

21. I was very outgoing and social during that time of my life.

22. I had Taco Bell for the first time when I went to college.

23. I weighed under 100lbs and was a size 0 as a Freshman. I quickly put on the Freshman 15.

24. I was in a sorority.

25. I was a cheerleader for our college football and basketball teams. I was on the dance team one year.

26. I majored in elementary education and have my masters in education also.

27. I taught for 9 yrs. before changing careers.

28. I had headhunters and other people tell me I couldn't change careers because I didn't have the skills.

29. If someone tells me I can't do something....I prove them wrong.

30. My first time on an airplane was when I was 19. I went to NH with a friend from college.

31. I saw the ocean for the first time when I was an early teen. My grandparent's took most of our extended family to Disney in FL. We drove in their Bluebird camper with 21 people.

32. I had really big 80s hair. Big, Big Bangs.

33. I used to love to fly. I thought being a flight attendant would be fun. Now I'm terrified everytime I step on a plane.

34. I moved away from family/friends for a guy. A guy who didn't end up being who I thought he was. I hate that I moved away, but it had to be God's plan because......

35. I then moved again with my career change and met my husband!

36. I met him in a doctor's office. We were both off our schedule for the day, just passing through the small town, and decided to stop in. Neither of us were "looking" to meet someone.

37. I went on a road trip with him to his family cabin the next day. I met his mom, one sister and her son. Since I wasn't "looking" I found no harm in the spontaneous trip. I didn't know anyone where I moved to, so he could have been a good friend. I think I fell in love with him that night!

38. We met July 26.

39. He proposed on the dock at the cabin, July 26 the next year. He was wearing a headlamp(how romantic) and the ring was tied to the end of a fishing pole. He acted like we were going to fish. I saw the ring sparkle in the moonlight....it was around 2am.

40. We were married July 26 the following year....at the same cabin.

41. Our wedding was outdoors on the island where the cabin is located. Our guests sat on log stumps covered with antique linens.

42. This July is our 5th anniversary.

43. I was 34 when I got married. This is my first/only marriage....his second.

44. My daughter was born aprox. 30 minutes after I arrived to the hospital. 100% au natural. There was no time to think of pain management.

45. I thought she was going to be my only child, even though I always wanted 3 children.

46. I was blessed with twins. Very rare twins...boy monoamniotic twins.

47. I was on a total of 10 weeks bedrest, of which 8 were hospitalized with the twin pregnancy .

48. I had iv changes every 3-4 days and 3 amniotic fluid reductions - way too many needle pokes to count.

49. I stopped journaling during the twin pregnancy because I was too scared to write to them for the fear of losing them. I only have a few entries from the hospital.

50. My daughter has brown eyes like her daddy. The twins have blue, like me.

51. I procrastinate.

52. I like things really organized, but struggle getting them there.

53. I like to clean, but don't like how much time it takes to get the job done.

54. I really like to vacuum.

55. If my kitchen is messy I feel like the entire house and my entire life is messy/chaotic. I like the counters and sink clean and shiny.

56. I don't have a favorite flower, because I love all things beautiful. I really like peonies, hydrangea, and iris though.

57. I also couldn't name a favorite color, movie, song, food etc. My selections would probably change depending on what I liked at the moment asked!

58. I have a great visual memory.

59. I'm not very creative. I'm definitely not crafty.

60. I want to be good at too many things. Therefore, I'm not really good at any one thing.

61. I sang a song from The Little Mermaid in a college talent show. I was even dressed in a mermaid costume.

62. I am easily frustrated and confused.

63. I am not a good passenger. I get nervous if I'm not driving.

64. I don't drink a lot, but I do like a really REALLY cold beer in the summer. I'm trying to like red wine...just haven't found the palette for it!

65. Rarely do I get to finish a cup of coffee.

66. I hardly ever drink a full can of Diet Coke at once, but when I go back to take a sip it's always gone! My husband finishes them off thinking I'm wasting it.

67. I like to be able to see leftovers in the fridge, so only use clear tupperware. No Coolwhip containers!

68. The year I was born.

69. I LOVE pasta and could eat it every night.

70. I couldn't tell you the last book I read. I started one on vacation, but never finished. (unless children's books count!)

71. I love new things, but don't like to shop.

72. I haven't found my sense of style.

73. I'm very easygoing.

74. I like to entertain guests.

75. Loud noise/music/voices bother me.

76. My husband gave me The Martha Stewart Homekeeping Handbook for Christmas the year I was pregnant with the twins. I couldn't believe he gave me that! He heard good reviews about it and thought I would enjoy it....he was right. It is a GREAT home resource.

77. I can't think of a vegetable I don't like.

78. I can't stay up too late. If I do I feel hungover the next day. (Feeling it now from attending the Cubs game)

79. I need a lot of sleep or I get sick and run down easily.

80. My children are all named after family.

81. Dining out is something I love to do.

82. I almost always order the same thing at a restaurant if I know it's good.

83. I like to plan before doing things. Some things I can be spontaneous with, but I mostly like to have a general plan.

84. I do not like to be late.

85. Moles. I have a lot of little ones, and hope the kids don't inherit them. We also have moles in our yard.

86. I'm not a very hairy person, so don't have to shave everyday. Glad you know that, right?

87. I don't like to talk on the phone much - makes it hard when family and friends live far away.

88. I'm quiet and don't talk a whole lot. I don't feel like I have much that's interesting to say.

89. I like chocolate icecream and don't venture too far from that.

90. I complain a lot about aches and pains.

91. My younger sister and I lived together after college.

92. I have never broken a bone(and I'm knocking on wood right now).

93. The twins' c-section was my only surgery, and I would never elect a c-section if I had a choice.

94. I began playing piano in first grade. I can read music, but can not play by ear.

95. I over think and over analyze.

96. I think I have good gut instinct.

97. My blood type is B+ which is easy to remember. Be positive, not negative.

98. Now that I'm home I don't fix my hair and put on makeup everyday. It takes too much time. I do like to feel pretty though.

99. I don't like seeing my kids grow up so fast....I wish I could freeze frame a few months every now and then.

FINALLY....100. I really like to read comments from the people reading my blog! SO....please let me know you are here and what you think!!!!

Wordless Wednesday

2008-06-18T14:30:00.003-05:00

Auntie, what did you do to my hair?

Not My Summer Friend

2008-06-13T07:07:00.004-05:00

I used to think that I really loved summer. As a school age child the anticipation of summer was awesome. That excitement continued through high school and college. When I taught, years ago, summer was by far my favorite! After working in the corporate world for the last seven years, I found it really doesn't matter what the season is. It's always work, work, work. Do more, sell more.

Now, I'm back to living the life of loving summer! Cookouts. Time at the pool. Ice cream. Peaceful, starry, and moonlit nights. The sound of frogs singing on the pond. Flowers. Fresh tomatoes. Corn on the cob. Yummy veggies from the garden. 4th of July at the farm. Boat rides. Fishing. Canoeing on Crab Lake. Camping. Walks. Wearing shorts/tshirts/flipflops EVERYDAY! Happy children because they are outside. No more cabin fever!

As much as I love summer, I'm also not so fond of a few things that go along with it. Snakes. I do not like snakes. We went to a neighbors pool, and what was lying on the rock sunning itself? A huge water snake! It was nonpoisonous, but to me, still a snake. My 4yr old niece LOVES snakes. She found the story pretty cool when we told her about it.

I'm deathly afraid of tornadoes. I thought they were usually a spring thing, but this summer the Midwest has been hammered with them. Sunday, a tornado was within miles of our house. It traveled a large distance before breaking up. Fortunately, this tornado caused minimal damage considering its size and time on the ground. I can't sleep during storms. My tornado anxiety is too much! I pray I never meet one of those bad boys.

Finally, I ask myself. Why do I love summer? I love to be outdoors, but if I have to be as uncomfortable and miserable as I am now, why do I love summer? Leaves of three, let them be. Problem is....I never saw any leaves of three. Apparently, they saw me, as I'm suffering a very BAD case of poison ivy.

Summer, I do love you.. but snakes, tornadoes, and POISON IVY....you are not my friends.

Tuesday Top Ten

2008-06-11T21:33:00.002-05:00

Yesterday was a great day! Throughout the day, I kept catching myself making mental notes of blog topics. I was going to list my top ten favorites from the day. However, I never had the chance to get online, and being it now Wednesday night, I've "misplaced" my mental notes from yesterday! So, instead you get a combined Tues/Wed top ten: in no particular order

1. This one is my favorite though :) My dear 3 yr old came into my closet while I was putting clothes away. She gave me a huge hug and said, "Mommy, I'm SO happy!" After questioning her happiness, she told me she was just happy. She melted my heart. "Mommy, I'm just happy b/c you are home with me."

2. It was a beautiful cool morning. I opened every window and enjoyed the fresh cool breeze.

3. I had a nice walk with the kids. It was bright and sunny, but so pleasant.

4. We enjoyed popsicles after our walk. Yum!

5. We played in the newly organized playroom. It's amazing how organizing the space creates a calm feeling in me, and allows the kids better play experiences.

6. My hampers are empty!! All of the laundry is clean, folded, and put away!

7. My husband and I watched part of a movie. Yeah, only part of the movie. We both fell asleep!

8. I'm mid-week in my first official week of being a SAHM, and the support from my husband has been amazing.

9. I got to make a trip to visit my family, and didn't have to wait and leave Friday night after work.....because I don't have to go to work anymore!!!! So, I get several days with them instead of just 1.5

10. Seeing the look on my kids' faces when we arrived to the farm and saw PaPa and Grandma, the cows, the goats... priceless.

The only thing I haven't been able to do this week is read my favorite blogs. I'll get to them soon! Have a happy week.

Sweet Dreams...I Wish

2008-06-05T09:55:00.002-05:00

Have you ever had a horrible dream wake you from your sleep? Were you screaming and crying and felt it all to be so real, until you realize you're awake and all is ok? I had one of those last night. Scary. Sickening. I then had trouble falling back to sleep, because it seemed too real and too devastating.

How does the mind create such vivid movies? How does it convince us that the events are real? Why do we sometimes struggle with accepting that the events were an imaginary part of our sleep, and have to convince ourselves it was only a dream?

I'm glad it's morning. I'm glad to have my babies in my arms and my daughter hounding me for a snack.

Wordless Wednesday

2008-06-04T16:01:00.000-05:00